Chapter 41

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I received a gift today.

A gift that I love.

And adore.

But it wasn't meant for me.

Even though I loved it, it was taken from me.

It wasn't rightfully mine, but the pain still hurt as though it was.

I woke up the next morning.

Today is going to be the worst day of my life.

You might say "Don't say that!"

"Other people have it worse"

Well, that's the same thing as being happy and saying "Other people have it better"

You see, today, I have to kill my parents.

And I have no choice.

The blood that is going to cover my hands later is going to be my parents' blood.

Filled with my doing.

And my guilt.

"Hannah, come get some breakfast!" mom yelled interrupting my thoughts.

I went downstairs and saw the joy in their faces.

How would I do it?

Who would I kill first?

I would want to make it as painless as possible.

"Hannah. That isn't going to work." Bloody Mary said.

"What do you mean?"

"You can't kill them that way.

You can only kill them the way they actually died" she said.

"But those were accidents" I said.

"Yes, but this time, they have to be on purpose. On your purpose"

Great.

This makes things even worse.

I enjoyed a couple hours with my parents.

It was evening already.

I missed them so much.

But I know this isn't right.

They're supposed to be dead.

It's just fare that way.

I promised myself I wouldn't cry.

I've done it already.

No more tears.

My dad died before my mother so I would need to 'kill' him first.

That word can't even be said properly in my head.

I ran upstairs and called for my dad.

My body is sweating.

I'm shaking.

"Yeah sweetie?" dad asked.

"I love you" I said pulling him into a big hug.

"Please. Please know that dad. I love you. So much. And I'm so sorry" I said releasing from the hug.

"What? Hannah. What's going on? I love you too" he said chuckling.

"Where's mom?" I asked wiping the tear off my face.

"She's taking a nap. Why're you crying?" he asked.

"Nothing. Don't worry. Please know that I love you.

Please, take care of her.

She needs you.

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