Chapter Three: Double Kill (My POV)

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I honestly don’t want the Doctor to regenerate again. It’s only been a year since he last regenerated and I like him as he is. I suppose either way, he and Niall are a bit stuck.

            “How are we going to do this, Doctor? If anyone should do it, it should be me.” Niall expresses.

            What if the Doctor kills his body as Niall and he permanently kills Niall? I mean, he is human. The worst the Doctor will do is regenerate; he may not even get another shot at life. I don’t want that at all.

            “Are you sure this is the only way to switch back?” The Doctor asks Kyle.

            He and Oliver nod simultaneously. “Yes, I’m positive. I don’t know of any other way to change you back. That’s the only solution I have to give you. I’m sorry.” He declares.

            The Doctor sighs. “Niall are you sure you want to be the one to do this? I mean how can we be sure this will even work? It seems a bit of a long shot if you ask me.”

            “It’s a risk I’m willing to take. And as of now, it seems we don’t have any other choice.” Niall claims.

            We all nod at each other.

            I grab the Doctor’s hand, because I know it’s Niall somewhere in there. He smiles down at me, but the smile doesn’t reach his eyes. He squeezes my hand and then let’s go of it. “I love you, Princess.” He whispers.

            “And I you, my prince.” I smile weakly. I’m terrified to lose him. I want to believe he’ll make it but he might now. If I lose him, I know I will never recover from it.

            Then I feel tears involuntarily sliding down my cheeks. Both Niall and the Doctor look at each other in concern. Niall as the Doctor pulls me to him and lightly presses my head to his chest and holds me close. “Please don’t cry Sarah. Everything will work out fine. The Doctor will be fine. I’ll be fine. We will all be just fine. I promise.” He says. I want to believe him but I don’t think I can. I just don’t.

            I grip the tweed he’s wearing in my fist and cry even more. I miss Niall being Niall. And then I realize something. I never needed to be a companion. It was love. I didn’t care about being a companion. I cared about being loved. I wanted the Doctor to love me. To be the first person to give me the love I never got. It explains why I fought for Niall. He gave me that love and I was willing to let go of my companionship because of it. I held onto it. Now I have to break what I thought I’d repaired.

            I have to be the one to kill Niall.

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