My journy isnt over

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Olivia's POV

Looking at cameron crying broke my heart and to see tay and Nash holding in their tears I couldn't help but feel terrible. "Will you please stay?" Cameron whispered as his voice cracked. Theses boys care a lot about me to come all this way to get me to stay. "Of course I will I couldn't leave my boys!"

The boys all shot their heads up and hugged me "I need to.. Breathe.. Guys let go ..please" they all laughed and let go. We walked back to the rental car and head back to the hotel. I decided to sleep in Nash and Cameron's room while cameron slept in Taylor's room.

I laid on Cameron's bed but it felt different and I couldn't fall asleep so I slipped into bed with Nash. "Hey beautiful everything okay? Nash said in a tiered tone. I sighed "yea it's just I'm use to cuddling with Taylor or... Carter and I-" "hey it's ok lets cuddle." He pulled me close to him and I began to silently cry.

He kissed my cheek and turned me facing him , "hey stop the water works if carter can't see what an amazing girl he has then he isn't the one for you." I smiled and snuggled into his chest as he kissed my head. "Hey Olivia have you ever thought of dating anyone els out of the magcon group?"

I had to think about the question but then I realized I have "yea" his eyes widened "umm who?" "You and Taylor" he smiled and pulled my face towards his. Our lips brushed against each other's but before anything more could happen the door flew open.

We both acted as if we where asleep and waited till the person left to turn back to each other. "Did you see who it was?" I asked Nash and he giggled "it was matt he left his phone charger and you know matt and his phone are inseparable." I giggled and nodded.

"Now where were we?" He put a peace of hair behind my ear and leaned down, our lips brushed again and I slammed mine into his, he kissed me taking his hands and putting them on my face to deepen the kiss. He licked the bottom of my lip asking for entrance and I happily allowed him access, we eventually broke the kiss out of breathe and smiling.

I frowned and so did Nash after seeing my facial expression. I sighed and looked at Nash "do you think that was wrong to do since I just broke up with carter?" He scrunched his eyebrows together and made a cute mad face. "A better question is did it feel wrong?" I smiled and shook my head, I didn't feel sparks like I did with carter but I felt a little tingle. He smiled and we cuddled until we fell asleep.

--the next morning:

I woke up in Nash's arms and began to smile as I remembered the night before, I tried to get up without waking up Nash but failed, he looked at me and smiled before kissing my cheek and tightening his grip on my waist. "Mmmmm good morning beautiful" he had that sexy morning voice. "Good morning mr grier."

We laughed and as he was about to give me my morning kiss there was a knock on the door. "Ummm who is it?" I said while sitting up. "It's- it's carter Olivia please open the door." My eyes widened and I looked at nash "he can't know we kissed last night that'll ruin your friendship!" I whisper yelled "okay well go get the door but first make Cameron's bed look like it was slept in.

I quickly ruined the sheets and blankets before opening the door. "Hey carter" I looked at the floor not wanting to see his face. "Hey listen can we talk?" I could feel a tear run down my cheek and I quickly wiped it away before nodding my head, I walked into the hallway and shut the door leaving only me and carter.

"What do you want?" I said harshly "I just wanted to say I'm sorry and that I do love you and that you where my first and I want you to be my only. Take me back!" I just stood their looking at his face and how hurt he was, his puffy red eyes and tear stained face with dark circles around his eyes. "It's not that easy, you cheated and broke my Heart and happy late 6 months it was yesterday but it didn't mean anything to you so you didn't remember.

He stared at me for a second and then grabbed my hand I felt a shock go through my body as I looked at our intertwined fingers. "Carter I- I'm just hurt that you would do this. Why don't you love me?" Carter frowned and scrunched his eye brows together "Olivia I love you with all my heart but i just feel like I'm not good enough that you deserve better."

Carter's POV.

She asked me why I didn't love her and my heart broke into a million peaces I felt like I hurt the one person that I never wanted to hurt. "Olivia I love you with all my heart I just feel like I'm not good enough that you deserve better." She looked like angry and then she started to cry. "What's wrong? What did I say?" "Stop carter I love you and you don't love me admit it!! You want Ashley you've always wanted her! Admit it damn it be a man!" She was yelling at me while hitting my chest and crying.

I finally started to cry and grabbed her hands before she could hit me again and pulled her into my arms she tried to get out of my grip but I held on tight, after a while she stopped moving around and just cried into my chest. "What...did.... I .... Do... For you .... To hurt... Me!" She cried which made me cry harder I just squeezed her as I kissed her head.

"I love you and I want you and only you no matter what you say I will always love you! Please just give me one more chance!" She wiped her tears away and looked at me with a smile then frowned. "Let's just work up to it okay?" I wanted to break down crying but I just agreed and hugged her when I tried to kiss her she turned and gave me her cheek.

I gave her a fake smile and she smiled back. "well I should go back into the room, I have to get ready." She looked like she was gonna cry and I knew I wanted to. "Okay ill see you later then." "Okay" and with that she walked away leaving me in an empty hallway with nothing, with no one.

SHOULD SHE TELL HIM ABOUT NASH?

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