bendy x reader one-shots {Under Editing}

Bendy x depressed!reader pt.1

Requested by: cutepuppy7708
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I'mma make this one based on my experience because I suffer from depression so this one is gonna be kinda personal if you don't mind.

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Warning:

This will contain thoughts of suicide, harming, blood, and very detailed scenes.

If you are easily triggered by this then please skip and read a different chapter.

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Enjoy

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' I can't continue to do this...'

' why is everything bad thing pointed at me?'

' what did I do to deserve this?'

These thoughts went through y/n's mind as she sat in her room, headphones on, listening to (favorite song) by (artist of the song).  A sigh had escaped her mouth as she looked at her clock.  For her time was always slow no matter what.  She grabbed her phone and a message from Khloe had appeared as the Messenger sound had turned her music down a bit and it resumed to the level it was at. 

Y/n- italics
Khloe- bold

Hey we need to talk

What is it

Why did you tell him!?!

?

STOP ACTING INNOCENT AND ANSWER MY DAMN QUESTION! WHY DID YOU TELL HIM!?!

What are you talking about?  I didn't say anything to anyone I swear.

THEN WHY THE HELL IS HE YELLING AT ME SAYING THAT I TOLD YOU NOT TO TE HIM ABOUT THE BLADES!  AND DONT TRY TO GET OUT OF THIS!

Ok I told him but it was for your own good I didn't want to see you in pain so......you know it was gonna happen sometime sooner or later.

Well thanks to your damn mouth he fucking hates me and it's all your fault

I was only trying to help you I don't want you to throw your life away.

Well you can remove me from your contacts because I want nothing and I mean NOTHING of you near me and next time I see you I'll kill you got it

Khloe has let the chat

You looked back at the messages, tears begging to fall as you throw your phone across the room.  You didn't care if it was broke or not because you had just lost your best friend that you knew since kindergarten and you actually felt as if it was your fault.  You went down stairs to see your older brother on his phone, your sister on the couch with her legs hanging off the edge of it, your mom cooking, and your stepdad reading.  You sighed and went upstairs grabbing the blade from your dresser along with bandages and a small towel.  You went over to your desk and started to press to blade against your (skin color) and began to cut throw it as if it was paper.  No one knew of your cuts because you always wore a (dark color) hoodie so it was hard to tell if you were bleeding or not.  You stopped as you had noticed that one cut had more blood on it than the rest. Then it hit you.  You had struck a vein.  You quickly grabbed the bandages as you began to wipe off the access blood and began wrapping your wrists with the bandages.  After you were done you had grabbed a large backpack and packed clothes, food, drinks, blades, bandages, a small towel, your phone which hadn't broken, it's charger, a brush, a few black, blue, and red flower crowns, and your other pair of high top Converse.  You slipped on your black high top vans and began to walk down stairs.  Your mom looked up at you. 

"Sweetie where are you going?" She asked worried about you as she always was.

"I'm going to khloe's to finish up a project for school so I won't be home for a few days" you said knowing that you were lying to her and yourself but she seemed to buy it.

"O-oh ok just be safe alright"

"Alright bye"

Before she could say bye you had already walked out the door and began to walk to who knows where.  After about an hour of walking you had stumbled upon what looked like an abandoned workshop.  You smiled knowing that you could be alone and the best part was that everyone forgot about this place but you.  Once you walked in a strong smell of ink had hit you making you slightly light headed.  You got up and started to explore looking for a place where you could rest.  After a few minutes you had felt like you were being watched which resulted in you constantly looking over your shoulder every few minutes.  You hated being paranoid but you had to get used to it. 

After what felt like and eternity you had finally found a place to rest that wasn't covered in ink.  Once you had sat against the wall you decided to let sleep take over and shortly after that had past out.

It wasn't long that you had woken up due to feeling that you were being watched.  She tried to get up but wrapped around her were ink like arms and....

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I'mma make a part two for this because I'm in a fucking cast because I broke my wrist again.....

That's all for now hope you liked it...

Bye for now everyone ❤

(Word count: 881 words)