the fog has cleared
and i feels as if i have
opened her eyes for the first time.
i kept latching myself onto people.
i had a best friend;
i thought
she would always be there for me
and then she left.
i had a boy;
we were in love and then he left
i was alone and lost
i searched for another to latch onto.
he was sweet and nice and most importantly, he couldn't hurt me.
so i latched onto him but i know now
that i need to be with myself
and find myself
i opened my eyes.
i'm learning to grow back my wings.
