you would think I'd learn by now that bottling everything up until the point of explosion is not good.
some things never change i guess..
i am so stressed and i feel like everything in my life is a mess.
everything keeps changing but not for the better
i miss who i was before all of this sadness.
i need to get back to my happiness
i need to light and playfulness to come back into my eyes
but what do you do when the one thing that made you happy before is no longer an option?
i need a good cry but everyone is always around me and i can't
i have to make everyone think i am strong.
what is wrong with me.
