Longing // Taehyung x Idol Male Reader

Comfort

"You know, you didn't have to help me clean up," Jin chuckles as we wash the remaining dishes.

"I know, but I need something to keep my mind off of everything going on," The sound of clanking dishes ceased and I looked over at Jin. He had his hands on his hips and was looking at me intensely.

"[N], I want you to know that you are amazing the way you are. You shouldn't be ashamed of who you are. Your real fans will stick with you. So don't worry about this whole thing. If I might add, I think you're pretty dang great," He smiles. I smile sweetly and he starts to wash the dishes again.

"You really are like a mom," I chuckle.

"Why thank you," He fake curtseyed. "Now stop slacking and start washing."

I laugh at him and finish up my last few plates. I dry them and put them away.

"I'm gonna head to sleep now," I tell Jin as I dry my hands. He nods and goes to leave but I stop him. With my hand on his arm, he turns to face me. "Thank you. Really."

"Anytime," He smiles as I let go. He walks into the dining room to get to the stairs and I head out of the kitchen to the hallway.

I open the door to our room and notice the lights are off. Oh, he must be asleep.

I sneak over to my dresser and grab a pair of sweatpants. I walk into the bathroom and change into the sweatpants. I pull off the shirt and walk out with just the sweatpants.

Wait, where'd the necklace go? Uh oh. I begin to search around frantically. That could've been our only evidence if we decided to press charges against the guy.

I look around on the floor and everywhere on the large counter. I guess I was being loud because when I went to look in the room, V was standing in front of the door. He had clearly noticed my frantic eyes because he put his hands on my bare shoulders and bend down to eye-level.

"[NN], what's wrong?" He whispered to me.

"It's gone, the necklace, it's not where it was and it's-" He cut me off by his small laugh.

"Kookie ah gave it to PD-nim so he could look at it," I let out a deep breath of relief and placed my hands on my knees.

"Oh my god, V hyung, that scared me so much," I said as I huffed. I heard him giggle and I looked up at him. I stood up straight again and raised a questioning eyebrow.

"Sorry, I can't help but laugh at how you still call me V hyung. You can call me Tae, you know?" He says while giggling. I chuckle and roll my eyes.

"We should head to bed," I giggle cheerily. He smiles while nodding and I head over to my bed. I lay down but I can't fall asleep. I grab my phone of the middle dresser and begin to scroll through Instagram.

My feed was still filled with pictures of the article, the video, and tons of hate. I felt a pang in my heart as I read the comments.

Wait, wtf he's actually gay? Gross

He's so selfish! He has all these girl fans and he chose guys???

I bet Kookie just said that because he felt bad for [SN]

I can't believe I stanned him. Like, ew.

I like their music and all, but now I hate them. I can't believe that he's gay.

He should die.

#NoLongerANight

I shut off my phone quickly and let out a few tears. I wiped them away and shook my head. Remember what Jin said. I'm great the way I am. Right?

I threw my phone on the dresser and laid back down on my bed. Staring at the ceiling, a voice found its way into my ears.

"It's that bad, huh?" Tae asked from the bed beside me.

"Y-Yeah," I spoke heavy-hearted. I heard a bit of shuffling and soon I felt the bed sink beside me. I looked to my side and saw Tae laying next to me.

He grabbed me and cuddled me from behind. My face was an extreme red but I felt so much safer.

Happier.

Content.

Horny.

Wait, fuck. I looked down and noticed a small bulge forming. I curled my knees up to my chest and tried to cover it. He wrapped his arms around my shoulder place his chin on the top of my head. 

"Whatever they're saying, it's bullcrap. I know it's easier to see the hate, but trust me, you have so many people supporting you," He spoke softly. With every word, his chin bobbed on my [HC] hair. 

He reaches forward and brushed the bangs out of my eyes.  I look up and am met with his deep brown eyes. 

"All I've seen is hate," I whisper as I look away from him. He tries to turn me around and I do so. My knees are still to my chest blocking the slight boner. 

"I don't hate you," He shrugged as he gave me his best rectangular smile. My cheeks exploded in more blush and I look away from his endearing eyes. 

"Maybe you should. If you get seen with me you're only going to suffer," I whisper as I feel my eyes water. He grabs my chin and I feel butterflies boiling in my stomach.  

My [EC] eyes meet his deep brown ones and I see them getting closer. I was confused as to why they were... Was I going-

I was cut off by his lips touching mine. Not just a brush, but a kiss. His lips moved and I moved mine along.

What was I doing? This was everything I tried to avoid. Yet, it didn't feel wrong. But it instead cause my stomach to do flips. Like the exciting thrill of swinging.

In that moment I knew. No way in hell was my boner going down now.

"I don't care about trouble. I go through enough now. I'd rather go through it with you rather than alone," He whispered as he removed his soft lips from mine.

I stared into his eyes and he motioned for me to turn again. I turned on my side, hiding my face in my hands. I pulled the blanket over us and moved my knees from my chest. My bulge was a bit painful but it's not like I could leave now.

In the middle of my thoughts, Tae placed his head on my shoulder and giggled.

"I know you have a boner. I'm not blind," He whispered cheerily. My face exploded in red and I covered my entire face with my small hands.

"Yah! You don't know what you're talking about!" I whisper shouted not wanting to wake anyone. Then again, everyone was probably up. It was only nine.

"Oh, really?" I can feel him smirk as he reaches over my waist. I try to move knowing what he's going to do, but I don't move in time. He quickly squeezes the bulge leaving me whining as he pulls away.

"I seriously hate you."

"I love you too~"