_Tae's POV
I hummed the melody to our comeback song, DNA, that would be released any day now. Well, September 18th to be exact. On Author-nim's birthday!
"Wow, that was weird," I mumbled, wondering where the mention of an author came from.
I shook my head, continuing to hum and bopping around a little bit.
I cleaned the room a bit, fixing the bed, dusting here and there with my hands. Nothing too special.
The main thing I did was plug in a wax warmer over by the window and put on a 'cotton candy' scent.
As I was humming my beginning part over and over again, I realized that it kind of applied to the situation. I chuckled a bit.
I recognized you as soon as I saw you
As if we've called each other
The DNA in my blood is telling me
That it's you who I've been looking for
I remember when he first screwed up the handshake, I felt a fluttering in my heart. His hilarious stupidity and nerves were adorable to me.
Then once more his traits made me smile when I found him bouncing around the room. I still remember how his face was blurred by red so quickly.
"Aigo, I'm smiling just thinking about it," A smile had found its way onto my face as I thought about him. I shook slightly, allowing a bit of hidden fanboy to flow free.
I smiled brighter when I remember this morning, how I caught him staring at me.
I know he still has feelings for me, but I'm hoping now since things are calmer that we can get back together.
I bounced slightly, excitement flowing free as I hoped he would come soon. I heard a familiar chuckle and froze in my spot, I turned around smiling.
"Were you testing the ground's sturdiness?" [N] asked a smirk on his face. I giggled slightly and shook my head.
"Nah, I'm just excited to see you," I smiled as his face turned beet red. I walked over to him, taking him from the nurse as I placed my hand on the small of his back.
"Thank you," He whispered as I pulled out a chair for him to sit on.
"Where is everyone?" He asked after a bit of sweet silence.
"They're getting snacks. So we should have our talk now," I spoke, rubbing my clammy hands together as I looked at him, my lips pressed in a line. He sensed the tension and bit his lip, nodding.
"What did you want to talk about?" He asked, his eyes told that he knew already, but he wanted confirmation.
"I wanted to talk about us," I began, swallowing to soothe my dry throat. He nodded and began to play with his fingers.
I looked at his eyes, yearning for him to look at me. When he finally did, I began, "I know that you had a reason for us to break up. But, now that things calmed down, I was thinking maybe we could start again. Losing you made me realize how much I love you. It seems sudden, but with everything that happened, my feelings hit me like a wrecking ball. I want to date you again."
He looked at me, his eyes full of hope but his actions told otherwise.
"I want to, too. But, if we were to be have been public when I was kidnapped, he could have hurt you," [N] spoke, his voice breaking slightly as he broke the eye contact. I grabbed his shaking hands in mine.
"He's gone now, he really is," I whispered to him as his lip quivered. He looked up at me, tears in his eyes.
"Is he really? Just because he's been locked away doesn't mean that there aren't others who would hurt you," His voice fell sadly from his lips as tears dropped from his long lashes. I pulled him into a hug as he chuckled sadly.
"I'm sorry," He mumbled as I pulled away, I raised an eyebrow, not sure what he meant.
"For what?" I questioned him, hoping for a response as I held his hands tenderly. He avoided eye contact. He opened his mouth but closed it again. He met my eyes.
"I'm sorry for being a coward. We should've stayed together, it's my fault," He backhanded the tears as they fell, causing my heart to break.
"You aren't a coward, you had a good reason. It's not your fault at all, you did the right thing. We both needed time to heal," I spoke softly, my voice glazing his ears as he nodded slowly.
He smiled softly, the sadness was gone from his face but now visible in the puffiness around his eyes.
"So, what's your answer? Will you go out with me?" I chuckled, nudging him slightly as he laughed, too.
"I-"
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Short update~~
BTW, I'm officially 14 now. WOW! I'm old.
And DNA came out on my birthday *Sniff* *sniff* I couldn't have asked for a better gift *Wipes tears*
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