___Your POV
We walked down the hallway as I was lost in thought. I blocked out all other noises and the sound of my breathing filled my ears. It was a rather anxiety building sound.
We would have to sleep in the same room. Not just that but the same bed. I've really only done that with Tae.
I shift my focus to the sound of our feet, hoping the steady pace would help ease my building anxiety. Yet, it only caused my head to stir more. The pace was slightly off with that of my heart. Well, how it is normally at least.
After some of the most anxiety building seconds of my life, we arrived at our room. With a swift movement of his arm, the door flew open. He walked in and I hesitatingly followed.
"There's pajamas for you in the drawer, I bought your size," Gichul giggled. I smiled awkwardly and headed to the dresser.
"Top on the left," He beamed from behind me. I opened it up and was met with a dinosaur onesie.
"It's the one you wore in that Light Bit! The one where you guys played the paper passing game," I smiled at the memories from 4 years ago but put on a blank face when I turned to him.
"Do I have to wear this?" I grabbed out the soft onesie and held it up. His smile dropped and he scowled.
"Of course, you don't appreciate the amazing gift I gave you!" Gichul screamed as he approached me. He punched my jaw and I was pushed back into the dresser. The onesie fell from my hands and onto the floor. I fell down after, from shock mainly.
"My boyfriend is so ungrateful," He mumbled to himself. I touched my jaw and felt the blood. The swollen cut stung under my finger and I moved it away.
"I'm not your boyfriend. I'm Tae's," I scoffed, not really caring anymore. His eyes widened and his face filled with rage.
"Excuse me?" He seethed through closed teeth. I rolled my eyes, I don't care at this point. I'm done. I'm not sleeping in the same room, let alone the same bed, as him. I'm not putting up with this. I'm not gonna be a 'good little hostage.'
This is bullcrap.
"I said, I'm Tae's boyfriend," I stood up. My head reached over his and I looked down at him. I scowled and prepared for another hit.
When it came, the impact was in my stomach. I bent slightly and hid the traces of pain under intimidation.
"Listen. I'm not taking your bullshit anymore. I'm not gonna do what you want," I seethed as I stood up. He smirked and looked me directly in the eyes.
"If you're not gonna do what I want, then I won't feed you. Or clothe you. Or let you shower, drink," He spat. My breath hitched. I don't exactly want to die...
"You think you can just do what you want and I'll go along with it? I'm in control here. Not you," His voice oozed with confidence and hate. I stood, paralyzed.
Gichul bent down and picked up the onesie. With a horrifyingly wide smile, he handed it to me. "Put it on, sweety."
I walked out of the room holding the soft fabric. I don't really have a choice. I don't know how long I'll be here for. Plus, I haven't had anything to eat since breakfast. I'm starving.
"Hurry up," Gichul chirped as I entered the bathroom. I squeezed out of the black pants and satin shirt after pulling off the Timbs. I looked at the dinosaur onesie and begrudgingly put it on. I feel like I'm losing all sense of dignity.
I walked out of the bathroom, holding the clothes and shoes I had on before.
"Ah! It's so cute!" He screeched as I reached the room. I looked at him and over at the bed. Maybe I can get out of this...
"Gichulie ah, I'm not used to sharing beds with people. Can I sleep on the couch? Just for one day," I acted cutely. There goes my pride. Right down the drain. I'm so glad no one else saw that.
He looked me in the eyes and pouted, "I get that, but it'll be like I'm not even there."
"Please? We can share tomorrow," I fake promised him. I'll find a way out of here by tomorrow.
Gichul looked as though he were considering the offer. It seemed like he was gonna say yes and I smirked a bit. He looked at me and then instantly slapped me across the face.
Looks like that plan failed.
"I know what you're trying to do. To think, I almost fell for your aegyo," He caressed my face. I cringed under his touch and moved back. He moved closer to me, but once again, I moved out of the way.
"I put this on for you. Can't you let me sleep alone?" I spoke trying to control my anger.
"I don't trust you out there alone. Something could happen," He feigned concern. I scoffed and turned around. If he won't let me go, I'll just go.
Before I could exit, however, he grabbed my arm tightly. I tried to pull my arm out of his grip and succeeded. He grabbed it again and held on tighter. He pulled me backward before I could think and pushed me onto the bed.
"Don't forget; I'm in charge here."
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Short update. The next update is going to be Tae's POV.
Sorry, it took so long. I'm at my cousins' and have little time to write.
I hope you guys enojoyed~~ Do continue to comment. I love it when you guys do it brightens my day, seriously.
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I'm like dying waiting for KARD's comeback tomorrow. AGHH
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