:.You Saved Me.: Joshler

CHAPTER 4

Josh
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I just opened the car door for Josh. He looks at me, blushing, I wouldn't doubt I'm blushing either. I climb into the car after he gets in.

I start driving towards my house. My mom is dying to meet tyler, she says I talk about him all the time, but I feel like I don't talk about him enough.

The thing is, Tyler is changing me.

Every time he smiles, I feel fire, when he laughs, it makes my day, and when we touch, I feel butterflies.

I don't know what I'm exactly feeling though. I don't want to be just friends, is it possible that I'm not straight? Do I like Tyler? Does he like me? The thought makes me blush.

Before I know it, I'm in the driveway of my house. I get out and start motioning for Tyler to follow. When I open the front door, Tyler looks amazed at the sight. I'll admit, it's pretty nice.

I grab his hand and lead him to my mom. His hand is soft and delicate, adorable.

"Mom! Come meet Tyler!" As I say this, i feel Tyler tense up and freeze. I tug on his hand to follow me.

My mom and him make small talk and I block most of it out, but I did catch her say something.

"-to meet you to!!!! Josh talks about you all the time, you sound amazing."

I look down at my feet blushing. That's something I catch myself doing a lot in front of Tyler. I hear him giggle and I snap my head up in his direction and flash him a charming smile. That giggle just made my day.

I drag Tyler down the hall to my room. When I open my door I go immediately to my bed and plop down on it. Tyler sits at the edge of the bed, so I motion him to lay next to me.

"What do you want to do?" Tyler questions. I don't no why, but when he said that, I thought of making out with him, right there.

I rid of the thought. Instead I think of something really fun. "Hmm........ wanna play mario cart?"

He smiles wide. "I'm going to beat your ass at it."

"Are you so sure about that? Because I'm a fucking pro."

"I'm positive I'm going to beat you."

I ponder this for a second, then get an idea. "Okay tyler, if you win, you get to dare me to do anything you want, but, if I win, i get to dare you to do anything I want. Deal?"

He thinks about this for a while, then smiles. "Okay, deal."

"Alright then, let's put this game in and see who's gonna win!!!" I shout and look at the screen.

I know exactly what my dare is going to be, I just need to win.

The game is in, and once it's on the screen, i push play.

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"FUCK FUCK FUCKKKKK!!!!!" Tyler shouts. He's in 3rd place and I'm in 1st. It's our last lap and I'm winning!!!!

"Fuck yes, take that!" I shout and throw a turtle shell at Tyler. He falls back in 5th place and curses.

"Your not fair jishiwaaaaaa!!!!" Tyler mumbles. He's distracting me buy being cute.

"JISHIWA PWEASEEEEEE!!!!" Just as he says that I make it into first place. He falls on the bed in frustration.

He looks at me angrily. "I could have won, your just to fast." He says and sticks out his tongue. I chuckle at his adorableness.

Suddenly the atmosphere changes and everything is.......... different. He looks at me blushing.

"So w-whats my dare........" He whispers. I realize we have been leaning into each other this whole time, we're only 2 or 3 inches apart.

"Well-er-I mean I guess........ can I ask you something?" I ask nervously. My hands are sweaty wow.

"Of course"

"I'm confused."

"About what?"

"My sexuality."

"Oh." Is all that he said. "So where do I come in?"

I look down, almost ashamed at what I'm about to ask, then terrified. What if he rejects me?

"Can i......... kiss you?" I say in almost a whisper.

Tyler looks stunned, then flustered. "O-Oh! Of c-course you c-can."

I reach out to touch his cheek and pull him into me. His lips are so........ soft.

I kiss him a bit harder and Tyler grabs into my hair. I soon pull away.