:.You Saved Me.: Joshler

CHAPTER 1

Tyler
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(TRIGGER WARNING!!!!!)

I see myself slice my wrist with a razor, i have vodka on my breath, and a hand-written letter by me fall from my hand. I slowly sink into the bath tub and turn the nob on hot, almost boiling, and remove my shirt and boxers.

When I climb in, I don't feel the burning pain of  hot water against my skin. I don't feel the blood pumping out of my wrists, and I don't feel sick anymore.

I don't hear my mother calling me, I don't hear my brother trying to open the locked door briskly, I don't hear my own thoughts.

I don't see the door break down and my brother crash in, looking down at me and crying, I don't see my mother shaking me while helpless tears run down her face, and I don't see blurryface smiling down at me, telling me it is better this way.

I believe him.

(TRIGGER OVER)

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I awake from the nightmare, drenched in sweat. I look at the time. 7:45. Dammit. I have 15 minutes to get ready for school.

I put on a band shirt and skinny jeans and make my way towards school. I'm 17 and i still don't have a car, so I have to walk everyday.

I enter the high school office and walk down the hall to the gym. I don't have any friends, so I don't eat breakfast at school because I would get made fun of for sitting alone, and I already get enough torment in the hallways, classes, lunch, and basically anywhere  outside of school.

As I walk down the hall to get to the gym, a guy bumps his shoulder into me. I turn around to see who it is, but I've never seen him before. He must be new, I thought to myself, he had mocha brown eyes, blue bright hair and was tall and fit, and is cute. I shake that last thought away.

"I-I'm so sorry, I didnt see you t-there." He stumbled over his words. I chuckled, he looked adorable when he looked lost. STOP IT TYLER, IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN.

"It's fine really, see?" I start putting my shoulder in odd angles to prove to him it was ok.

He laughed hard. It made me smile.

"So are you new?" I asked.

"Yeah, just moved here from Columbus, Ohio 2 weeks ago actually." My ears perked up when I heard this.

"Really? I used to love in Columbus, Ohio too! I miss it there, I actually used to have friends ther- sorry I didn't mean for that to slip out..." I mentally face-palm myself. Now he'll think there's something wrong with you and he'll never want anything to do with you.

"You don't have any friends?" He looks surprised. I shake my head no. "I'll be your friend then. Fuck everyone else." He fist-pumps the air and puts his hand up for a high five. I return the favor.

The bell for classes go off and we look at each other for a second. Suddenly I get an idea.

"Let's see what classes we have together!" I said childishly, but I don't care because I'm so happy. The blue haired boy only chuckled at me and got his class paper out. We had 9 classes total, and 6 of them together. That made me happy.

"Do you want me to show you to your class?" I asked hopefully. Blue hair said yes please.

As I walked him to his class, people were giving me dirty looks and flipping me off. We were about 6 feet away when one of my bullies, Ryan i think is his name, stepped up to blue hair.

"You know your hanging out with a fag right? Come chill with us dude." He said to him. I already had tears in my eyes. He was going to take away the only friend I've ever had.

Blue hair looked at me bewildered. I just hung my head low and stepped back. Blue hair then looked at Ryan.

"Does it look like I give two fucks about his sexuality? Because I sure as hell dont. Don't come fucking near him or I will fucking kill you cunt. If I hear that you did, that's it for you, and trust me, I won't get caught." Blue hair said to Ryan.

Ryan looked at him in disbelief. He opened his mouth to say something but thought better of it and trudged away in the hall mumbling something unintelligent.

I looked at blue hair in astonishment.
No one has ever done anything like that for me, ever. He stared back and smiled a proud smile.

I couldn't help it. I threw myself in his arms and thanked him with every thing I had. He held me and said your welcome and smoothed my hair. Most of everyone were already in class, so nobody saw that touching moment.

I let go first. "Well there's your class- er- what's your name? I forgot to ask."
I said embarrassed to have forgotten to ask.

"No problem, my name's Joshua William Dun, but you can call me Josh." He winked at the end.

"Well Josh, my name is Tyler Robert Joseph, but you can call me Tyler." I said.

"Thanks Tyler, but I think the nickname tyty suits you better." Josh remarked as he entered his classroom.

I just stood there with this stupid whipped look on my face when I suddenly remembered,
I'm late to class.