:.You Saved Me.: Joshler

CHAPTER 6

Josh
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It's Monday morning. Fuckkkkkkkking schooooooool. I roll out of bed and look at the time. 7:24. I still got like 30 minutes till I can leave.

I pick up my phone to see my notifications. Tyler gave me a good morning text.

Tyty❤: hey

I smile. He makes me happy.

Jish: good morning beautiful

Tyty❤: meet you at school?

Jish: course. See you there.
read 7:39 am

I start to get ready for school. Before I leave I say goodbye to my mom and kiss her cheek.

I get in my car and drive.

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I park in the parking lot and get out. I start walking to the gym because that's where Tyler and I met.

When I get there Tyler is sitting in the top row, fidgeting with his hands and looking nervous. I frown a little. Why would he be nervous, what would he be nervous about? Maybe he's breaking up with you, your not worth his time. No. STOP. Tyler said yes.

It was only two days ago. He wouldn't change his mind so quickly. Would he? A lot can happen in just two days. He could have met someone better.
Shut up shut up shut up. I am worth  it. I love him, and he loves me. You don't love him, and he doesn't love you. You barely just met a week ago......

I stop and ponder this. Tyler hasn't seen me enter yet so I have time.
Me and Tyler did only just meet. Am I rushing this? Did Tyler want to say yes? I shake my head to rid the thoughts. I can't think like that.

I walk up to Tyler and he snaps his head up in surprise. I laugh a little.

"Hey."

He looks sadden by something but still response. "Hey josh."

I start to worry, he never calls me josh, he calls me jish or some other ridiculous nickname. Never Josh though.

"Whats wrong tyty?" And right as I say that, i regret it. When I called him tyty, he literally cringed away. This hurt me, a lot.

"Nothing's wrong josh." He spoke quietly. I nodded and waited for him to come down the bleachers. When he did, he said that he needed to use the restroom.

"I'll wait here for you." I suggested.

"No....josh......its okay, i-i can go by myself, thanks." He said in a rather annoyed tone.

"You should get to class josh, or you'll be late."

"Right. See you later." Before I left, i planted a kiss on Tyler's forehead. To my relief, he didn't pull away.

But I didn't see him in my second period. Or third, or fifth, or lunch.

Tyler was gone.

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Sowwy about that🙁

I'm really tired sorry if I made a few mistakes.

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