Moving On But Missing You- SsoHD or ImmortalPKC

Unbreakable

Third person POV:

To the outside view Aleks was unbreakable. Untouched. He was sweet to the point of common courtesy. His parents taught him manners, and he used them. But he had a special side. A side he hadn't shown anyone. Not his fans. Not his friends. He only showed Seamus. And now Seamus was gone. He was scared to show Steven this side of him, terrified. He was scared that Steven would be like Seamus and get mad at him about things he couldn't control. He didnt love Steven, but he didnt not love him. Steven had to leave Colorado a few days after he arrived, for work. And Aleks stayed, so he could make videos with the creatures. He slept alone, and it wasnt fun for him. He was used to sleeping with someone else beside him. He missed it. Steven hadnt even been gone that long, and Aleks was still crying himself to sleep because no one was there to stop him. He wanted Seamus. Q

When no one was around Seamus would cry too. He couldn't stand being away from Aleks. He just wanted Aleks. The perfect Russian. His everything. He stopped flaunting Kevin everywhere because the hurt in Aleks' eyes was killing him. He missed Aleks' soft hair and pale skin. He missed his kisses. He missed everything. But he still coldly shoved off every conversation Aleks had with him, or tried to at least.

It was reaching Aleks' last week in Colorado. And the cool fall night fell on them both. Dooming them.

Aleks POV:

James tells me he's going to get some food real quick, from some fast god restarant nearby. Eddie had already left, Jordan and Dan were steaming, and Seamus was doing something in his office. I listen to the shouting of the streamers and I zone off, staring at my editing program. Suddenly there's a knock on my door. James is back already? How long had I zoned out? I open the door and see Seamus.

"Hey, can we talk?" He says. The first words directed at me since I left all those months ago.

"Y-yes. Please. Come in, S-Seamus." I say, getting out of the doorway and standing by my desk.

"Aleks. You hurt me."

"I'm sorry."

"No, shut the fuck up and listen... Please." He says, painfully.

"You hurt me, so fucking bad. I loved you so much. I-I... Guess I still do. But I hae to tell you, you are the kindest, sweetest, best guy I know. I don't want you to change. And I know you're happy with Steven, and I know that you haven't acted the way with Steven that you acted with me. And maybe that's because you like him more or in a different way. But Aleks, I love you. Like a friend and more. And even though we will never be together again,

I just need to know that you'll stop being such a hardass. And start being yourself. Because your personality made me fall in love with you. And if you aren't that way with Steven, then you're basically lying to him." Seamus says, looking at his feet. Without realizing it I quickly kiss him. It was a deep kiss. A passionate kiss. We both kiss back. The sparks fly and I feel infinite love for the man in front of me.

But I stop it.

Because that man isn't my boyfriend.

And he'd never want me back.

He'll never be my boyfriend again.

A/N- that ending sounds like it should be the ending of the whole story. But it isn't. I'm gonna continue for more. Because I can. New chapter should be up next week. If it isn't then spam my messages.

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