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Dahvie's POV:
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I'm in the hospital waiting room to see what's going on with Jayy, I was gonna ask him to be mine today. But of course something had to happen and ruin my life...
~Flashback~
Jayy and I were holding hands walking around a park, I began getting hungry so we began walking to a diner. As we were crossing the street a car was speeding down the road and Jayy pushed me out of the way. "NO!!!!!" I yelled as Jayy came in contact with the car. I burst into tears and ran to Jayy's aid, "N-no" I stutter and hold Jayy in my arms. The guys stepped out of the car and began apologizing "YOU THINK THIS IS JUST AN 'I'M SORRY' CAN FIX??? YOU HIT MY BEST FRIEND AND ALMOST BOYFRIEND WITH YOUR FUCKING CAR!!" I yell and the guy looked at me shocked and called 911
The ambulance came and we were sent to the hospital, I saw the other guy get arrested for speeding at hitting my JayyBear. I was crying the whole time, soon Haley, Aussie, Mikee, and Brandy came...
Now I'm just sitting here with everyone waiting for the doctor to come and tell us what's going on. "It'll be okay Dahvie" Haley tried to calm me down "NO IT WONT, THAT BASTARD HIT JAYY!" I yell in frustration and she steps back and looks at Aussie "Calm down, remember we're in a hospital, and Haley was only trying to help" He states and I sigh "Y-your right, I'm sorry Haley I'm just scared" I admit and she hugs me "Just calm down" She cooed and I cried even harder.
I heard someone clear their throat and Haley pulled away "Is there a Mr. Torres here?" He asked and I stand "That would be me, Is Jayy okay?" I rushed and he sighed "Mr. Griffis is in a coma, and we're trying everything we can do to get him out, and make sure he lives" He affirmed and I began crying again "C-can I see him?" I ask and he nods 'yes' "Yes, you all may but only one person can stay with him over night" He matter-of-factually stated "That will be Dah-David" Haley spoke and the doctor nodded
We go in Jayy's room and he was bandaged up, and asleep. I look at his tall skinny figure in the bed and begin crying very hard. Eventually everyone but me had to leave so I lay in the bed next to Jayy and fall asleep...
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Jayy's POV:
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I could see everything happening, I knew I was in a coma, I know I might not make it, but out of everything the worst part about this is seeing Dahvie. I over heard him talking about how he was gonna ask me to be his boyfriend today but then that idiot on the road almost hit Dahvie so my first instinct was to push him out of the way. It didn't hurt and I really wanna wake up and hug Dahvie and be with him but I can't I try and try but I can't seem to open my eyes.
I hear Dahvie wake up and I can see him rub his eyes then look at me, I want to wake up and hug him but I can't. I hear him get up and walk toward me and pur his hand in mine, I try to hold his hand with all my might and... I moved a finger. Wait Dahvie felt that? He's looking at me wide eyed "J-Jayy? Are you awake?" He asks but I can't answer, I wish I could, I love him so much.
I see Dahvie's face form a frown and he lets go of my hand, he kisses me on the lips once before returning to his bed. I wanna hold him and kiss him, I keep fighting for my life even though I feel myself fading away. I look at the heart meter and watch my heart beats, I really want to wake up, for Dahvie...
I use all my might to open my eyes or move but then I notice something odd. I look at my heart monitor.. Its getting slower and smaller. no, No, NO! I'm dying I'm actually dying!! No I can't let this happen to Dahvie!
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Dahvie's POV:
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I hear Jayy's Heart monitor slow down and I look over "WHAT! DOCTOR!!!!" I scream and a doctor and a couple nurses run in and begin doing stuff with Jayy. Last thing I heard was "CLEAR" And a loud buzz. I wait in my bed seeing what's going on before a nurse comes to me with a sad smile. "We did all we could" She slowly sighs and I lost it "NO HE CAN'T BE DEAD! PLEASE! Please..please.." I cry harder than ever and stare at Jayy's lifeless body..
^One Day Later^
I was sent home with Jayy's belongings, I just sit on my couch and cry. "N-no, please come back to me" I cry and shake. I stand up and walk to Jayy's room "I wonder if it's still here.." I look for Jayy's box of razors he had from when he was a suicidal teenager.
I find the box and look at the lettering on the top "Don't grab one Jayy, fight the urge for Dahvie" I read and my eyes fill with more tears as I open the box to find about 7 different razors. I grab the biggest one and walk to our kitchen for a bottle of Jack Daniels...
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Jayy's POV:
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Please don't do this Dahvie.. I'm in heaven right now watching over Dahvie, I saw him grab my razor box and a bottle of Jack Daniels... "God, can I please go down to him, I saw how this is gonna end up, can I at least lead him here like how you let my grandmother lead me?" I ask and God looks at me with a sad smile "Yes, Jeremy go to him and lead him to the gateway.." He spoke and I nod.
I fly down next to Dahvie in my room, he had a razor, a bottle.. well half empty now bottle of Jack Daniels and... Our emergency gun... I sat on my bed next to him and watched something I wish I never would see..
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Dahvie's POV:
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I found our emergency gun and now I'm sitting in Jayy's room, I finish off the Jack and grab the razor blade, I made deep, thick lines all over my wrist. Leaving the biggest ones at my vein, I grab the gun and point it to my head, I pull it away really quick to run to my room and grab a picture of me and Jayy before re- positioning myself back to where I was. I kiss Jayy's picture and hold it to my chest "Good-Bye" I whisper and pull the trigger..
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Jayy's POV:
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I wait for Dahvie's soul to a rise.. "What.." Dahvie slowly says and he looks at me and smiles "JAYY!" He attacks me with a hug "Why would you do this Dahvie" I whisper into his shoulder and I cry a bit "Because I need you.." He replies I sigh and look at him "Well let's take you then" I state and he looks confused "Where?" He asks and I point up "Heaven of course" I say "Oh, so you half to lead me there?" Dahvie asked and I chuckle a bit nodding 'yes' "Well who led you" He asked and I slightly smiled "My grandmother" I say and he smiles
"You finally got to see her again... Does this mean I can finally meet her?" Dahvie asks and I smile "Yes Dahvie anything for you" I say and he kisses me once before I lead him to the gates of Heaven where God and my Grandmother were waiting for us...
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A/N Okay so what do you think? I cried writing this and idk I was depressed but I wanted to write so I made this.. BTW This is the reason I don't usually write when I'm depressed, I do write suicidal stuff and then feel bad ;-; but this one was meant to end up like this so um I hoped you enjoyed um yeah I love you all!! ~Mari_Von_Monroe (//.^)
