A/N Song one shot....Songs are how could this happen to me by simple plan, damaged by blood on the dance floor, and baby don't cut by b-mike.........gonna be a bit sad...sorry......Trigger warning....~Mari_Von_Monroe
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Jayy's POV:
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I feel the knife is cutting slow...
I sighed as I lay my razor on the bathroom sink as I wash off the crimson liquid off my wrist once again, I felt my eyes water up at the memory that caused all of this...
"Hey Dahvie you ready for tonight's show?" I ask and he rolls his eyes "Duh Jayy" He laughed and started talking to some slut dressed as a slutty cop. I looked down and waited for him to finish his conversation because he's my ride home. We're at a costume shop because we needed a new pikachu outfit for the concert because the dude that was in it last puked in it during the after party
"D-Dahvie we have to get going, we still need to get rea-" He cut me off "I get it Jayy hold the fuck on" He yelled then glared at me, I had to hold back tears and just left I began walking home, I knew my way when Haley saw me and pulled over and gave me a ride home...
And here I am cutting while I hear stupid moans coming from Dahvie's room I bet he brought the slut home to have some fun before the concert. I sighed and cleaned off the blade, taping the blade under the sink with many others.
Why do I love him, why do I put up with this shit because I love his sorry ass. I bit my bottom lip drawing blood as these thoughts flooded my mind, I've had enough!!! I un-taped all the blades and put them in a pile on my bed before going downstairs grabbing a bottle of Jack Daniels and a bag of weed
I walked back to my room, closing the door after I walked in. I opened the bottle of Jack taking drinks every now and then while making a really big and long blunt, I used the whole bag of weed on it. I felt my self tear up but I sucked it up and lit the blunt.
I wish I could say my intentions weren't deadly
After I finished the blunt I was completely high, I drank the rest of the Jack and looked at the little stack of blades sitting on my bed. I grab the smallest one out of the seven sitting on my bed and make a mark. I slowly went through all the blade by size making marks deeper and deeper
When I was at my last blade I went straight for the vein when my door opened "Hey Jayy do you know whe- OH MY GOD JAYY WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!?!!?" He yelling running towards me and I just made the cut before he got to me making my vein seep out in blood
Dahvie picked me up and dragged me into the car where I blacked out...
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Dahvie's POV:
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I rushed Jayy to the hospital and he passed out on the way, I freaked out and drove faster. I got to the hospital and jumped out running over to the passenger side taking Jayy out and running him inside "PLEASE I NEED A DOCTOR" I yelled and a doctor ran over with a gurney
I placed Jayy on the gurney and they rushed him to a room quickly with me running following them into a room. They hooked him up to some blood from how much he has lost, they began stitching up the wounds on his left wrist, they also pumped his stomach afterwords from the amount of alcohol he consumed
I started crying sitting in the chair next to him while he slept, the doctor said he should wake up in a few hours, I'm not leaving his side till then. I don't know what got to him today
