Hey guys so @ImaDevilOnTheInside let me kinda take her plot idea, like how rise and shine jahvie actually happened to her. I'm gonna do one about me, except it will be a long one-shot. Anyway this may trigger self harm and show some of the shit I've been through...I represent Jayy in this and Dahvie gonna represent my current boyfriend....I love you all!! ~Mari_Von_Monroe (//.^)
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Jayy's POV:
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I walk down the halls of a new year of middle school, great I'm an 8th grader now and I just wanna be back home away from the past... I smiled as I saw my best friend Alyssa walking with our friend Aubree "Hey guys" I smile and Aubree smiles creepily "HEY" She yelled and I rolled my eyes and hugged her "Hi" Alyssa said and hugged me. We walked down the halls pissed off that we didn't have any classes together, we say hi to a few friends we knew from our 7th grade year.
I see him....my ex Daniel (BTW My real ex wont be named because he's still my friend you'll figure this out later)....I try to be happy and talk to him yet he seems to be ignoring me again, I play it off like I don't care but he was my first real relationship. He did some things that no one should ever do but hey maybe I deserved it. To be cheated on, dragged down, heart broken, alone with my thoughts, I know I shouldn't even talk to him anymore yet he was someone important to me.
I walk to my first hour class gym, and I wait for my teacher Mr.Miller to begin telling us what we're doing. My group got sent to the health as our first quarter so I'm stuck in there learning about the human body and another year learning about puberty and crap like that. I was just happy to have my friend Aaron in that class with me. I have a cool schedule too, I have two of my best friends Trinity and Mindy in my science class and my friend Kylie in my language arts and american history classes.
After a couple weeks of being in school I met my friend Sasha well sorta, I had a picture of a band on my computer screen and she was looking at me weird "Don't judge me" I murmured and she pointed to my screen "I'm not, I know them too" She said and that was really the only conversation we ever had.
So in 6th period american history there is this boy with amazing green and black hair that sits a couple tables from me, so on this day I was really bored so I stood up and walked around the class poking everyone on the shoulder once or twice, but I was super lucky when a girl started talking to me while I was poking this amazing boy. "Um what are you doing" He asked and I looked away from the girl I was talking to for a sec "Poking you, what does it look like?" I say and turn back to her as she was asking me about my lip piercing.
When she finished I poked him one last time and he poked me back "Oh hell no! I get last poke" I declared and poked him again and walked away pretty fast. I sat back down at my desk and finished some stupid project we were doing when I felt someone poke me and sure enough it was him. "Hey!" I said and he laughed and poked my cheek "No fair" I exclaimed and he shook his head "Life isn't fair" He said and I nodded "True that"
He laughed a bit "I'm Dahvie, and what's your name?" He asked with a slight smile and I blushed a bit "I'm Jayy and you're evil" I say and he giggled "Evil? How am I evil?" He asked amused with my weirdness "Cause you poked me!" I exclaimed and he rolled his eyes and poked me again "You would" I muttered and he shook his head playfully and went back to his seat. Now this started a poke war between us that lasted about 3 months before I heard some amazing news..
I was in multimedia one day and Sasha spoke to me again "Hey do you know a guy named Dahvie?" She asked and I turned to her and laughed a bit "Yes! He pokes me a lot" I giggled and she smiled "He's like my bestfriend!" She laughed and I looked at her instead of working "Really? Awesome!" I say and she smirks "Did you know he likes you" She said and I blushed...he likes me... I smiled a bit "Really?" I say and she nodded yes. I was wearing a gold bracelet and ring he got me a while back "He got me these" I smiled looking at the jewelry "I know he sits behind me in french, he showed me this yesterday" She said pointing to the ring that says "I love you" on the side. "He is super nice"I say and she smiled
(I hate this part) I was hanging out with my friends Sam, Aaron, Alyssa, Aubree, Trinity, Sasha, and Dahvie and I wanted to jump the fence so I threw Dahvies jacket over and climbed the fence and slipped, I hurt my ankle and walk around this one big trash thing and blacked out for a couple of seconds....Ya I ended up in the hospital with a fractured ankle, and had to wear a cast for two maybe three weeks, I don't really remember most of it. So anyway one day as Dahvie was being a gentleman he walked me to my 5th period class but on the way he asked me out and I said yes!! xD sorry that memory stays in my mind forever.... and we dated for like two weeks and I broke up with him. Why? I have no idea, I was so afraid of being in another relationship because of Daniel but honestly in a way this helped me get my confidence up. Because on October 28, 2013 I have no idea why but I kissed him, like we were alone waiting to go home after school and we were still broken up and I kissed him....we got back together on November 9, 2013
I guess it was just the moment... now this is during february, Dahvie asked me if I wanted to go over and I did. So we hung out pretty much Dahvie asked me a question that I was afraid he was gonna eventually ask me. "What happened between you and Daniel?" He asked and here goes my story..
Daniel had asked me out and I rejected him at first but he asked me out again on Valentine's day 2013 and I said yes. We dated for about two months and they have been some of the best times of my life until he....he broke up with me over text and right after asked out my best friend. I cried really hard that night and cut myself because I felt worthless, he was like the only guy who cared about me. I later on found out a couple days before he dumped me he kissed my friend who he dated after me. I was kinda pissed off at her yet I was being forgiving and hid my true feelings I felt even more useless then and just kinda gave up on guys. I felt so sad on the inside yet I faked a smile and made it through their little relationship, when he broke up with her she came crying to me and we got in a fight after I told her the exact same thing she told me "Just get over him" And she got pissed off and we were in a fight for a while but I got her back on the whole cheating thing. I'm not telling how but I did
Dahvie kept telling me how he couldn't imagine the pain I went through, I just shrugged and laid my head on his lap "Shit happens" I sigh and he kissed me lightly.
On my way home Dahvie came with me cause I called a taxi, so we were in the back seat listening to our song "Always and Forever" I sang along with it and we slowly started to lean in and he kissed me, but it seems different because after letting out what has happened to me, Dahvie seemed to put so much love in that one small kiss. I felt butterflies and my mind went crazy knowing I'm head over heels for this one guy.
A couple weeks later on the day of winter fest Dahvie and I hung out until he left after lunch, I was expecting to see him on Monday when we got back from the weekend because it was Friday. I had fun at winter fest with all my friends but I missed Dahvie.
On that Monday he still wasn't back, I tried to avoid bad thoughts but I was worried sick. On tuesday I got a call after school from his mom
"Hello?" i answered
"Hi Jayy, I have some bad news...Dahvie was suspended for having a razor in his locker."
"C-can I speak with him?" I ask and then heard his voice
"Hi Jayy.." he sighed and we talked for a bit...
After he got back everyone was happy again really, I was happy to have him back knowing how suicidal I am and how he's helped me stop so many times.
Well that luck ended about one week from my birthday, we were in this one class talking to our choice high school councilors. I was writing some stuff down when the intercom came on "Dahvie Vanity to the office please, Dahvie Vanity to the office" I looked at my friends and they looked at me hesitantly
I didn't see him earlier, what's going on?? I freak out until later that day when my friend Sasha text me "Dahvie got arrested!!" I felt like drowning, I lost the one I love again...
I've gotten to visit him twice so far and I'm still dating him... 7 1/2 months and counting... His mom even told me how he truly loves me and doesn't wanna ever lose me..
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A/N so that's how my current boyfriend Travis and me have been pretty much, i skipped little things but yes this is all true...and yes he's in juvenile prison and I have visited him a few times and yes his mom did tell me how he really does love me... this is a touchy topic to me but hey I think I could share this with you guys but IDK if you guys even care about this but hey I'm happy with him :) I love you all! ~Mari_Von_Monroe ^.^
