A/N okay so idk my depression just slapped me in the face and i wrote this without really paying attention, im gonna post it anyway but this is little a/n is what im writing now, but this chapter is super sad, trigger warning, and caution you may cry...I love you all! ~Mari
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Jayy's POV:
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Dahvie and I are in an agruement at the moment about him sleeping with some chick when he went out "I SAID I WAS SORRY! WHY ARE YOU SO MAD IT WAS A ONE NIGHT STAND!!" He screamed as the tears flowed down his face
"BECAUSE YOU'RE MY BOYFRIEND AND YOU CHEATED ON ME WITH A CHICK!!" I shot back and he began pacing "I APOLOGIZED FOR HOURS WHY CAN'T YOU GET OVER IT!" He yelled and I felt the tears running down my face more "Fine....I'm over this!" I say and grab my keys and cell phone leaving out the front door
"WHERE ARE YOU GOING" He yelled to me and I just flipped him off and got in my car, driving to a stupid hotel.
I walk inside and tell the lady I'm staying for a few days, she gave me a key and told me to come to the front desk whenever I leave. I nod and mumble a thank you as I walk to the elevator and go up to my room.
Once I found my room I unlocked it and immedietly face planted the bed, crying my eyes out. "Why, why did he cheat on me" I whisper to myself because you're an ugly fag, because you're fat, because you're not good enough.
My mind ran a million reasons through my mind as I felt my eyes get heavier and I fell asleep...
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Dahvie's POV:
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I stood outside our front door looking down the road he went, why the fuck out i mess up our relationship like that? I feel streams of tears continuously fall down my face, I slowly made my way back into the house
I sit on the couch and stare blankly at the t.v. screen....
~~~~~~~~2 days later~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I have had my arms filled with cuts of various size and depts all over my arms, legs, and stomach. I was walking around in just a pair of boxers when I heard the door open and shut. I walked into the living room to find Jayy setting his keys down then walking to his room, closing the door without a word
I stood staring at his door for a few minutes before walking to my room and writing a letter, I slowly finished when it was perfected and sealed it with a kiss in an envalope. I slid it under Jayy's door before running to my room cutting my vain....
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Jayy's POV:
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I came back because the hotel was gross and too expencive for my liking, I walked in and Dahvie saw me. I just put my keys down and walked to my room, I really don't need his shit at the moment
A few moments later a paper slid under my door, i grabbed it and read it quickly before running out of my room to his right as he fell to the ground. "N-no" i stutter as i run over and lift him up
I run out to the car and put him in gently before getting the drivers seat and booking it to the hospital. I sped so fast I'm surprised the cops haven't arrested me, i rush into the hospital with Dahvie in my arms and yell for a doctor
A couple nursed and a doctor ran towards us with a gurney, they took Dahvie away and into an emergency room while i just stood there lifeless, numb, I just stared at the door they took my everything in.
I know Dahvie hurt me but I never thought he'd attempt suicide... I finally looked over to the main desk seeing a fairly dark skined nurse writing some stuff onto a paper, I walk over with a with smile "Hi, um by any chance do you have any advil, I have a major headache" I lie and she gives me a sypethetic smile
"Sure dear, just let me grab the bottle for you" She got up and walked into a small room behind her grabbing a brand new pack of the pills I desired, ripping off the plastic concealing it before coming back and handing me the bottle
I smile with tears threatening to fall "Thank you and I'm sorry" I say and she looked at me confused until I open the bottled and swallowed every pill, the nurse ran around the desk and yelled for a doctor, I slowly fell to the floor and everything was muffled and blurry
I smiled and whispered out a horse "I'm sorry" before letting everything go black...
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Dahvie's POV:
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I slwoly flutter my eyes open and hold up my hand to cover a bright light shining in my face "Where am I?" I ask a nurse checking mechines I'm hookd up too "A hospital, your friend brought you here" she says sadly and I nod taking everything
I look at my wrist and look at my failed attempt, I sigh and look back at the nurse, friend...did she mean Jayy? No he wouldn't...would he? "Uh who was the friend that brought me here?" I ask and the nurse grabbed a clip board with my info I assume
"Um..." She went quiet with a shocked expression "J-Jeremy Griffis..." She trailed off and placed her hand to her mouth "Is something wrong?" I ask and she looks at me with tears flowing down her face "I-I was just in his room, w-when they confirmed him d-dead" She explained and I fell into shock
No he can't be....."I'm so sorry, he took a brand new bottle of pills in the waiting room and they've tried everything but he didnt make it" She said before leaving, I felt my heart drop and tears begin to fall.
I slowly moved my hand to the plug providing me oygen and pulled it...doctors ran in as everything began going black...maybe this was for the best....
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A/N I'm sorry...~Mari_Von_Monroe...
