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Namjoon's POV

I took a quick shower to calm myself. I was hurt, yes. I felt betrayed.

But why does it feel like it was a mistake leaving her devastated? Why do I feel so guilty?

Many thoughts of her were invading my mind as the gushing water ran to my wholeness. I went outside the bathroom and changed to my pajamas.

I tried hard to sleep but the hell, man. I just couldn't. I should've at least dropped her home or at the very least, gave her my jacket for warmth. It was cold outside. But all the worries were washed out as the thought of her fucking some guy while I was completely unaware, thinking about it really pissed me off.

I tossed and turned on the bed. Until I heard a knock on the door. It was locked so I had to open it myself. I forced myself to stand up and open the door.

"What is it this-" I stopped right at the time I recognized the figure in front of me. "Jimin?"

He looked really scared. "H-hyung, managernim told me to call you. He is waiting downstairs." Jimin stated looking everywhere but me.

I nodded then followed him downstairs.

I saw all of the members seating at the black sofa looking at the floor. The atmosphere in the living room was somehow suffocating.

I took the empty space at the edge of the sofa beside Jungkook.

I looked at the man in front of us. He was emotionless but I could feel daggers behind those gazes he threw me.

"Did I make a mistake making you the leader of this group, Namjoon?" Manager- nim sternly asked me.

"No, Sir." I said as I looked at the ground, ashamed of myself.

"You are losing your track just because of a mere girl? Is this the same reason you fought with Yoon Gi?" He interrogated but I chose to shut my mouth.

"You shed blood, sweat and tears just to make this group successful. Your group is on its momentum, of all the time, why choose to ruin it now? For a lowly girl like her?" Manager said with obvious amount of disbelief. I felt anger rising in my chest.

I could see in my peripheral vision that Yoon Gi clenched his fist.

Managernim laughed humorlessly and looked at me.

"You are grounded for a week, Namjoon." Those were the last words Managernim said after an hour of sermon as he walked to the door escorted by Jin. We all bowed to him.

The morning after, I didn't dare go outside my room. Jin even personally bring breakfast to my room.

"Managernim has delayed our tour in Japan for two weeks." He said after placing the plate on my table.

I didn't answer and so he stepped out silently. 

Late at night, I heard a knock on the door. I purposely did not open it and just ignore but the knocks became like it was about to wreck the door so I dragged myself to open it.

As soon as I knew who the bastard was, I hurriedly closed it but his foot prevented me from doing so. I should've intently slammed the door. That would surely make him scream in pain.

I wasn't really in the mood to talk to anyone especially to him right at this moment.

"What do you need?" I said to Yoon Gi annoyed.

"Can we talk?" He seriously asked me. Well, he's always serious.

I widened the opening of the door and let him in. I walked to my table and tried to review my songs as Yoon Gi sat at the edge of my bed.