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"BANGTAN SONYEONDAN TO DISBAND DUE TO LEAVING OF THEIR LEADER KIM NAMJOON" see the details on page 16..

Bangtan Sonyeondan, a rising korean group about to disband due to the leaving of their leader, Kim Namjoon. The past few days were a complete chaos to the group including the issue about their leader's nonshowbiz girlfriend. Kim Namjoon, being unable to handle the situation, went missing. The group is now facing the great challenge of performing their very first concert outside the country without the head of the band. Their manager officially announced that the said concert will be their last and will be disbanded right after...

I wasn't able to finish the article. I couldn't believe what I just read. It was like a huge rock thrown to my head and hit me with realization.

I am ruining him.

I saw Namjoon walking towards me with plastic bags on both of his hands so I hurriedly throw the newspaper away.

We went back to the house. I just can't put the thought away until night time so I was literally spacing out the whole day. Namjoon seemed to notice it.

"Princess, what's wrong?" He put a hand above mine. We were at a living room, I was just sitting while he lied his head on my lap.

I just sighed. "Is it really okay to leave your group, Namjoon?"

He looked at me with his eyes full of passion and love, "Is it wrong to sacrifice something for my everything?"

I didn't answer.

I ran my other hand through his soft hair. Namjoon closed his eyes, feeling of comfort evident on his peaceful face.

"I have something to show you." Namjoon suddenly said then grabbed my wrist and escorted me outside.

We walked to the seashore and what he prepared melt all the worries inside me.

"What do you think?" Namjoon smiled at me.

I looked up at him with teary eyes then glanced back at the view in front of me.

There were a chair and table for two covered with creamy white fabric. The table has a candle stand resting on the middle. The coconut trees nearby were with pink balls of lights hanging on it. Pink rose petal all over the sand floor.

I watched these kind of scenes in several movies and it might sound cliche and overrated but I find it really heart melting.

"I love it, Joonie." I responded. His simple gestures and efforts were my weakness.

Namjoon guided me to the table. It was cold outside but the warmth of his affection towards me brought the heat to my being just more than enough to keep me from shivering.

"When did you prepare all this, mister?" I managed to say while we were eating dinner.

I wonder why I didn't see him preparing all this.

"You were too preoccupied. I took the chance. I wanted to give you a memorable dinner tho." Namjoon responded with a dimple smile.

"You don't have to do this." I smiled back.

"I can do this all my life." He said. He was so cute so I gave him a pinch on the nose.

I could speak of every single reason why I love this guy and would end up enumerating millions. He made me feel that I am worth loving. He made me feel that even how much I messed up, and fucked up , I deserve to love and be loved back.