Stay |unedited| [COMPLETED]

Final

I caressed his face. What he was doing made me feel that somehow, I deserve him.

But I don't.

"I love you." He whispered before closing his eyes and drifted to sleep.

What hurts more than not being loved back by the person you love is that.. When you love each other but still, you can't have them.

A single tear streamed down my cheeks followed by another.

His breathing slowed down. When I was sure he was already in a deep slumber, I removed his hands on my waist slowly.

I picked up my shirt and wore it. I bend my knees to level my head to his sleeping face as I scanned his figure one last time. I tried to bury in my mind every single detail of the sight.

I wished I could stay but I can't.

I love him so much that I can't deprive him his dreams. I can't drag him down to the bottom pit of where I was. He has to make it to the top.

"I love you so much that I can endure the pain of leaving you for your own sake." I cryingly whispered as I brushed his hair.

I kissed his lips gently. I felt a pang prickled on my heart the time my lips touched his for I know this will be the last time.

"(Y/n).." He mumbled while sleeping. I contained my cry. I almost gave in and be a complete selfish when I heard him calling my name. He thinks of me even when he's sleeping making it harder to leave.

This is just so fucking torturing me.

I know Namjoon would loathe me because of my decision but I hope that someday, he will learn to forgive me for everything.

I was much aware that this was the right thing to do. But I didn't know choosing the right decision could hurt this much.

I roamed my eyes to the place trying to paste all the memories we had in my mind. I decided to pick his shirt up and bring it with me.

I went to the table and grabbed Namjoon's phone. It was on Airplane mode so I turned the signal and GPS on.

My throat was already hurting for I was forcing myself not to release sobs. I dialled a number.

A soft voice spoke on the other line. I calmed myself before answering..

"Jin.."

Third Person's POV

Namjoon woke up with a smile on his face, spreading his arm across the bed, he expected to feel the warmth of your body but instead felt a cold and empty space.

"She might be downstairs." He thought.

He went downstairs and to the living room.

You weren't there.

He walked to the kitchen thinking you were readying the breakfast just like how it supposed to be.

Nobody's there.

Namjoon called out your name but no one's there, not even a glimpse of your shadow.

He started to panic.

Namjoon searched for the whole place, he went to the seashore but the girl she was searching wasn't at the sight.

But the table you shared last night was still there. The footmarks on the sand you made while you danced by him with all your heart were still there..

Namjoon hysterically shouting your name loudly. So loud his lungs could go out.

He called but no one's anwering.

His heart sank. He hurriedly ride on the boat and went to the town market, asking every vendors and random people your whereabouts but they all shook their heads no.

Namjoon was like a lost child in the middle of the mall. Frustration engulfed his whole being.

No, she didn't. She wont. She will never.

He went back to the island, readying a sermon inside his head to throw at you for making him so worried.

Namjoon once again went upstairs. He realized that your clothes from last night weren't there anymore. But the smell of love, the evidences of the enchanting trip you shared that night remained and will stay there forever.

Namjoon stumbled to his knees. Namjoon broke down of realization that the girl he love left her.

He fought against the world for her, surrendered everything for her. But still ended up losing her.

Namjoon, for nth time cried because of you.

He managed to go downstairs despite of losing all his energy. He was greeted by the people he least expected to see.

Namjoon was surprised.. and touched.

His eyes dropped on the six persons one by one.

Jin, Yoon Gi, Hoseok, Jimin, Taehyung and Jungkook.

He slowly walked to them and by the time he was near Jin enough, he rested his forehead to his friend's broad shoulders and continued his eyes' waterfall.

"Hyung, she left me." Namjoon told him like a child whining to his mom. He cried harder, making the latter's shirt soaked. Jin patted his back for comfort as the other members went to him and gave him a group hug.

"We're here, we got you." Jin whispered followed by comforting words from the others.

"I'm so sorry." Namjoon sobbed harder.

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(A/N)

EPILOGUE TO BE POSTED SOON.