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Namjoon's POV

When everyone was ready for departure, we all rode the van.

"Is everyone in?" Jin said as he eyed the whole van through the rear mirror.

"Yes." we all said then he started to drove all the way to Big Hit's building.

It was almost lunch time when we arrived at the place. We all went out of the van and went straight to our manager's office. At the elevator, I saw Jin was unusually quite since yesterday. I felt guilty.

"Our manager wants to see us. Please let us in." I spoke at the secretary in front of our manager's office.

"I'm sorry, please wait for a while. He's gone to do some ambush interview about, uh.." she said, contemplating whether to continue her sentence or not.

"Okay." I said. I turned to the members. "Let us practice our choreography while we're waiting." They all nodded.

We went to our practice room and Hoseok immediately turned the speakers on. He played our latest song, entitled 'Dope'.

We started to dance. I was struggling with the moves for they were too fast.

"You owe me!" suddenly, that psycho girl's last words came across my mind causing me to stumble down.

"Oww!" I groaned as I rubbed my butt. That girl can think whatever she wants.

"Hyung, gwenchanaseo?" I snapped out of my thoughts and looked at the worried face of Hoseok.

I smiled at him. He somehow got this aura of lifting up anybody's mood. He's such a sunshine.

"Yeah, I'm just tired. Go on, practice a little more. I'll just take a rest." he nodded then continued the practice. I saw him walked towards the others and help them with the steps.

I saw how Jungkook and Jimin pulled the steps. They were so passionate that they pour their hearts and soul to every moves they make.

I always feel envious towards the maknaes for they dance very well. Me? Well, I don't know. I felt like I wasn't doing enough.

"Here." Jin said as he gave me a bottled water. I took it then he sat on the floor beside me.

"They are really good, you know." I said to him not taking my eyes off the others.

"I know what you're thinking." Jin said, knowingly.

"Am I lacking, hyung?" I replied, sadness on my voice.

"Don't think lowly of your self. We all know you sacrificed a lot for this group and We are grateful for that. You're a great leader perhaps, the best leader. Always remember that, Namjoon." he said, patting my shoulder.

"Thanks, hyung." I smiled at him. I glanced at the kids. They were now laughing joyfully as Taehyung did his solo part in a silly way.

"I can't dance too, you know." he laughed. "But I do the best jokes and I'm beautiful." Jin said as he flipped his non existent long hair.

"You just pulled a joke, didn't you?" I said, laughing.

"No." he responded with a serious face.

It was almost evening when manager- nim arrived. We all nervously went back to the office. Well, except for Yoon Gi who had the I-dont-give-a-fuck-look on his face. I just shrugged.

"Can anyone care to explain what happened? Why were you at a club last night?" he said in a stern voice as he glared at the maknaes.

The four boneheads just nudged each other's arm.

"YOU DICKHEADS ARE ALL OVER THE INTERNET RIGHT NOW! THE MEDIA EVEN GOT INVOLVED! ARE YOU TRYING TO DIG YOUR OWN GRAVES?! AND YOU!" He said pointing at me. "YOU EVEN HAD THE GUTS TO DROVE THEM ALL THE WAY THERE?!" He yelled at me.

"No words, sir. My apologies." I said as I bowed my head. I looked at the other members saying that they should bow and apologize too.

They all bowed their heads and muttered apology except for one.

"I have nothing to do with this. My ear hurts." he said then left us hanging.

Your POV

"AAAAAAHH!" I screamed very loud as I ruffled my hair. Good thing it was loud at the bar. I. AM. SO. FRIGGING. PISSED. I glared at the laughing cheeky monkey in front of me.

"You! You said he was Jung Lee!" I yelled at him.

"I wasn't pointing at the guy you approached. It wasn't my fault you were stupid." Joon Woo said, still laughing his ass off. He really is entertained. I rolled my eyes.

I gulped the second drink I had. I ordered something light this time. I had learnt my lesson. Tch.

"I'd let this pass if I gained a little penny but he gave me nothing!" I said, frustrated.

"Hey hey, you earn so much money every night. People often ask for you and pay you big amounts. Why are you still desperate for money?" he asked, curiosity written on his forehead.

"Are you perhaps.." he dramatically covered his mouth as if he was so surprised. "A SUGAR MOMMY?!"

He earned a smack on the head for that.

"Ouch!" he said, rubbing his pained airhead.

"Are you crazy? I am still 21 for goodness sake! Who goes sugar mommy-ing at this young age?!" I shouted.

"Okay, okay. Sorry." He said giggling.

I continued drinking. I know this sounded stupid. People might call me moron and names but the truth is.. I was currently giving the money I earned every night to my step dad, secretly.

Yes, the one who sold me here. Last year, when I was planning to go pay him a visit and was ready to punch him right in the gut, people in our neighborhood told me that he got hospitalized and diagnosed with Leukemia.

"Doc, how is my father?" I said to the doctor who was currently assigned to my father.

"He needs a regular blood transfusion and other medication as soon as possible for us to see him breathing a little longer." he said with a gloomy face.

I looked at my father's sleeping face as I held his hand really tight.

No matter how painful things had become for me because of him, he was still my father. He was the only family I had.

I got bored for I had no one to talk to. Joon Woo was busy serving people and it was still too early for the party's climax so I fished for my phone inside my purse and scroll through my facebook account.

My newsfeed was flooded about BTS. "Behind the scene?" I thought to myself as I scrolled to it more.

Status: BTS was found at ****** club! OMG I was there! I saw them! Tae was too cute!

I noticed that it was the same club I was working so I searched for who the heck is BTS.

"Oh? It's a boy group? What are they doing here last night?" I whisper to myself out of curiosity as I clicked to one of their pictures.. then it hit me.

T-they are BTS?!

"Am I that good- looking for you to open your mouth like it could reach the floor?"

Someone beside me spoke. I turned to him and widened my eyes even more.