Finland x Ex! Reader
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'I found you hairband on my bedroom floor
The only evidence that you've been here before
And I don't get waves of missing you anymore
They're more like tsunami tides
In my eyes
Never getting dry
So I get high
Smoke away the days, never sleep with the light on
Weeks pass in a blink of an eye
And I'm still drunk at the end of the night.'
I tidied up my dorm room. There was a glittery thing that caught my eye. I picked it up and felt a wave of sadness sweep through me. I took a drag to smoke away the days and sleep in the dark. Weeks pass since I found the hairband of yours (Y/N), I'm still drunk at the end of the night. It's not like I get waves of missing you. It's like having tsunami tides in my eyes when I think of you.
'I don't drink like everybody else
I do it to forget things about myself
Stumble and fall
With the head spin I got
My mind's with you but my hearts just not.'
I took Mathias up on that offer and sat with him at the bar. They just drink for the hell of it. I do it to forget things about myself. Probably about (Y/N). More so myself. I got into my room at the UNI and I stumbled and fell onto the bed. My head felt like it was spinning. All I could think about was (Y/N) but my heart seems to be gone. I don't know but it's not with (Y/N) any more.
So am I close to you any more if it's over?
And there's no chance that we'll work it out
'That's why you and I ended over U N I
And I said that's fine, but you're the only one that knows I lied
That's why you and I ended over U N I
And I said that's fine, but you're the only one that knows I lied.'
Our relationship was over a couple years ago. I know you know that I lied. We both ended it over our different paths. I wanted to go to Uni but you wanted to be in the spotlight and be an idol to someone. It was just over our different life choices.
'Everybody said we'd be together forever,
But I know that I never wanna settle down,
Come around, break up the love like Lego now
Never wanna turn into another like you
Sleep with my thoughts
And I dance with my views
Everything's great, not everything's sure,
But you live in your halls and I live in a tour bus
Now I'm in a position to be another stalker
Like everything I say seems to all sound awkward
Like our last kiss. It was perfect,
But we were nervous on the surface
And I'm always saying everyday that it was worth it,
Pain is only relevant if it still hurts
I forget like an elephant
Or we can use a sedative
And go back to the day we fell in love just on our first kiss.'
All our friends said that we'd be together forever. One of those school sweethearts. Pain isn't there since it doesn't hurt any more. Can we go back to the day when we fell in love just on our first kiss? I live in these halls and now you live in a tour bus. We're so different.
'So am I close to you anymore if it's over?
And there's no chance that we'll work it out
You and I ended over U N I
And I said that's fine, but you're the only one that knows I lied
You and I ended over U N I
And I said that's fine, but you're the only one that knows I lied
Wo-ooooahhhh [2x] oohh ohh.'
I still haven't told them that it was a lie that I said I was fine. You and I both ended over University and I couldn't of been more sad about it.
'Because if I was gonna go somewhere
I'd be there by now
And maybe I can let myself down
And I'm thinking that I'm unaware
I keep my feet on the ground
And keep looking around
To make sure I'm not the only one to feel low.'
If I was going somewhere, I'd be there right now or by now. I could maybe let myself down. I think I'm unaware so I'll just keep both feet on the floor and look around to make sure that I'm not the only one to feel like this. To feel low.
'Because if you want
I'll take you in my arms and keep you sheltered
From all that I've done wrong
And I know you'll say
That I'm the only one
But I know God made another one of me to love you better than I ever will.'
If you wanted, I could take you into my arms and keep you sheltered from my mistakes. I know you'll say that I'm the only one for you but I know the Gods made another one of me. So they can love you better than I ever will.
' 'Cause you and I ended over U N I
And I said that's fine, but you're the only one that knows I lied
You and I ended over U N I
And I said that's fine, but you're the only one that knows I lied.'
