different [w.m]

I can't believe this

Okay guys,
I can't believe that I write this again but...
I don't know when I can update this book again. 

My life is at a point where it was great and the suddenly it turned to terrible. 
Some things has happend, one of the good things is still there (i hope) and I have to focus on that for now. 

The problem with this book is that, I had a plan with it; a good one but since I am feeling this way right now I don't want to write on it because I don't want to ruin it. 

So I'm sorry