Boys Like You (Sequal to Such A Hard Life)

39. Truth

Britney's POV

Macy came running up to me, pushing people out of the way just to get to me.

"I can't believe it Mace, there was a terrible storm last night and Blake wasn't even there to watch movies and cuddle with me"

"Didn't you hear?"

"Hear what?"

"Lucillia was in a car crash last night"

"What?" I said sounding really nervous and guilty.

"Yeah everyone has heard about it. It's all over social media and everything"

"Is Blake here?"

She looked around nervously and shook her head. "He's staying in the hospital with her and her family" she said not looking at me.

I was fuming. Even when she's hardly breathing Blake still loves her more than me!

Carter's POV

I walked into Lucillia's hospital room with cups of coffee and handed them around.

I threw Blake's at him and it splattered everywhere.

"What was that for dick face?!" He yelled while pinning me up against the wall.

"If you had wrapped yourself then we wouldn't be here right now! Lucillia wouldn't be nearly dying right now! It's all your fault"

He dropped me and punched the wall.

"This is all my fault" he said quietly before leaving the hospital.

Blake's POV

I hopped in my car and headed to Britney's house. I guess I need to see how she is doing.

"Blake" she screeched.

"Hi Britney"

"Baby I missed you"

I stayed quiet and she coughed.

"How's the baby?"

"Good" she said quickly.

"When are we going to the appointment?"

"Oh I um already went with my mum"

"Britney I actually really want to go to these so I can see how my kid is going and if it's healthy"

"It's healthy. It's fine Blake. How about we head inside and we can cuddle"

"I'd rather not"

"Blake" she groaned.

"Britney the girl I love is in the hospital because of me so I'm really not in the mood"

"Why is she there because of you?"

"Because I should have wrapped myself"

Her smile turned to a frown and she started crying.

"Why don't you want this baby Blake?"

"Because I lost the love of my life because of it"

She placed my hand on her bump and smiled.

"Look me in the eye and tell me that you would rather Lucillia than your own baby"

"I would rather Lucillia than this baby" I said looking her in the eye.

"Just leave" she said hoarsely.

I slammed her door shut and drove around the streets for about an hour.

Why why why did I have to be so stupid? If it wasn't me for then none of this would have happened. Lucillia and I would still be together and she wouldn't be in the hospital.