i'm not gonna edit this or anything and it's gonna be just as ratchet as i am :)
it's late. i can't sleep. and lately my career choice has been plaguing my mind, as if my brain isn't in a mess already.
so basically i wanna be an actress, broadway or network. i just know i wanna act and or sing. that is what i wanna do with my life. i'm only 16 and i have no official experience with acting and it pisses me off soooooo much. like most people have years of experience by now, but because of financial issues i can't join a proper theatre company and it makes me so saaaaaaad. ahhqiqba
like i know i want to act, deep in my heart ik that. but how am i supposed to get there without training n shit. most people know what they want to do, and work on it and if they're not good at by a certain time they can change. sooo how am i supposed to know how good i am without any experience¡
idk if i'm making any sense. i just wanna act but i don't have the experience and i'm scared i won't be good enough. yeah that's what i'm trying say.
ok good night/morning/evening whatever time is it.
Au bientôt
ps- IM READ OVER MY OLD RANTS AND IM SO CRINGEYYYY OML IM SORRY WHOEVER THE THREE PPL ARE WHO READ THOSE
