granted it's only 1am and i'll probably be up till three IM BORED and all my sane friends are asleep.
usually i would go on omegle but effort (that means i'm lazy)
also my phone is busted up af; i.e. the battery's swelling, the screen coming off bc the battery's swelling. the home button doesn't work so i have to have assistive touch on 24/7 and my front camera is blurry af so selfies are out of the question and i'm sed
my dad and i are searching for cheap unlocked phones but i stg this phone is so close to exploding in my face ;_;
alsoooooo i've been listening to musicals a lot. i have a nice lil playlist on spotify with my fave songs and it makes me so happy to listen to it on morning when i want to do nothing more but lie in my cocoon of sadness for the whole day. but good news my summer breaks begins july 6th. but i applied for a job and no response and it's been two weeks and i'm nervous cause i need the moolah for when i travel in august cause i wanna save up to get my friends nice gift and i wanna buy a camera for youtube and HSVABQWK
i just aim for a lot but i suck at planning.
lol i have the most doomed crush atm. the dude is deep in love with this girl and i'm here giving him advise on what to do while my poor hart cries
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^thats my hart crying btw
ALSO I HAVE THIS FRIEND WHOS V SAD BUT HES V GOOD PERSON AND IM RUNNING OUT OF WAYS TO HELP HIM SEE HIS LIFE ISNT THAT BAD AND IM V SCARED HE MIGHT DO SOMETHING DRASTIC ONE DAY AND OTHER PPL NOT HELP BY DEMEANING HIS PROBLEMS AND IM THE ONLY WHO BACKS HIM UP CAUSE IK HOW DEPRESSION WOKRS AND PPL DEAL WITH PROBLEMS DIFFERENTLY AND IT PISSES ME OFF WHEN PPL DONT UNDERSTAND THAT. LIKE WE COULD BOTH FAIL A TEST AND YOU WOULD LAUGH BUT I WOULD CRY CAUSE WE HAVE A DIFFERENT MINDSET SO IMMA CRY IF I FEEL LIKE CRYING CAUSE WE ARE DIFFERENT AND WE DEAL WITH SHIT DIFFERENTLY
i'll continue that rant in another chapter cause i have a lot more to say on that topic.
i think i'm getting sleepy now
this is v therapeutic. typing till i get sleepy. btw that means a lot more of these things will be up cause lord knows i physically can't fall asleep until after 1am
ok byeeeeee (unless i don't fall asleep and come back and do another thing)
i lied i'm still here. i can't sleep
ok i'm gonna try to sleep
adidas 👋🏽 (sorry if i offend any spanish ppl) {lol toya no one is even reading this} [you right] <ok i'm gone>
