Pharell's Thoughts

Love

I live alone. No friends. No relatives. No family. No one.

I was walking alone at the sidewalk when my eyes goes to the two people talking.

"Really? Are you out of your mind?" the girl ask

"What? I'm sorry for choosing my family over you. We both know that we can't againts to them. We're just teenagers Cloe!" the guy shout with frustration

"Oh, so you don't love me huh? Are you saying that I'm just nothing to you, co'z you decide easily. You decide easily choosing your family over me." the girl said, crying while nodding at him

"I'm so sorry."

"It's okay. Let's end this useless relationship now. And by the way, do you know that you are the only person loves me? Oh, I'm wrong. Yeah, you don't even love me." the girl said and left the guy

I feel pity to the woman. So I followed her.

I feel that we're same. No ones loving ourselves. But when she stop to the park, there' someone comforting her. It look like her friend.

And I'm wrong. There's someone loving her. But her love attention is on the guy that she love.

So I back to the place where she left the guy awhile ago.

I see him, quietly crying while staring at the sky. I see his eyes full of regrets.

He took a breath and walk slowly away to the place.

I followed him.

He stopped to the front of mansion. And I also stop.

He pressed the doorbell.

A woman came out and face him, I guess it was his mom.

"Already done?" the woman ask

I think she's asking if he already broke up with his girlfriend.

I thought he would say yes. But no. He shook his head.

"I told you, Rusty. Get lost!" and she closed the gate hard

Now I know. Now I learn that even you say that no ones love you, there's someone loving you secretly. And to those who think there's someone, there's haven't.

I was leaving when I heard the last word of the guy named 'Rusty' to their mansion.

"I told you Mom! I love her so much!"

And I realized that they're so lucky because they have someone loving them. But me, I don't know if I have one. I'm homeless, what do you expect?

And oh, the girl is so blind. She can't see the love from guy's eyes?

And for the guy, you're so stupid idiot.

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Sorry for some typographic and grammatical errors.

Save shits today.

-Pharell G.