Snowbarry- We are quite the pair

Killer Frost

I walked out of the apartment and I felt something rushing up not anger, not jealously, but killer frost. I closed my eyes and opened them. I couldn't see the color of my eyes but they felt cold, blue and not my usual soft brown. I looked down at my palm. I clenched my hand into a fist to keep her from coming out. I tried calling myself down. I couldn't. I ran back inside Cisco's apartment eyes still cold. "Cisco!" I yelled at him no begged him to come. Next thing I remember is Barry running to me and seeing everything slowly turn to black.

Barry's P.O.V
I heard the door open. I told Cisco to not make a sound. Then I heard her voice. She must have forgotten something. But then I heard her begging for him to go to her. We both ran and saw Caitlin. Blue eyes, hair turning white, and most of all no necklace. I ran over to her and I saw her blacking out closing her eyes. "Cisco she's missing her necklace." I closed my eyes and remembered when she was killer frost a couple weeks back. She wasn't herself. Cait needs me now more than ever. I put her on the couch and looked all over for her necklace. "Barry I can't find it. I don't think it's here..." " I'll go check S.T.A.R Labs then Jitters." He agreed but he also said that if she woke up as killer frost, he wouldn't stop her. Cait is his best friend and he would never hurt her.

I ran to S.T.A.R Labs and checked in the cortex then her office then everywhere else it could be. I ran to Jitters and even then I could hear my heart racing, pulse beating fast, breath almost out. I couldn't lose her. I was at Jitters. I walked in normally and went back to where she normally sits. I had to dig really deep to find it. And I did it was her necklace. No longer glowing. I rushed into Cisco's apartment where I found Caitlin no more. "Cisco!" "She's gone..." "How long?" "5 minutes?" "What happened Cisco?" His apartment was a mess amd so was he. "She told me she never cared about any of us and she was better off alone. But that's not all... She told me to stop calling her Caitlin and go by her actual name-" "killer frost." He nodded. Oh Caitlin what happened? "Does she still have the tracking device on her?" I saw a little bit of Cisco light up. "She does." "Then let's go." And just like that we were in S.T.A.R Labs.

I saw Caitlin from a distance her eyes blue like the sea. her appearance dark. where her smile once appeared was now into a frown. I could see the sadness in her eyes and it was my fault they were there, yet even looking at her like this I never stopped noticing how perfect she is. Killer frost is not her it can't be her. The Caitlin I know this sweet nice Charming funny strong and beautiful... She looked up her icy stare still looking at my frown. Caitlin, I have hurt you in a way that has caused you so much pain so much regret and yourself. I could tell you how much I need you how much we need you so that won't change your mind because you are killer frost aren't you you are a cold killer who doesn't care for her family her friends or anybody. Stop calling me Caitlin. I looked at her, remorse filling my eyes. No matter what I said what I do I lost her. I stepped closer to her. I stood in front of her. So killer frost we've been here before haven't we. The first time you took over I was here I am always here. You couldn't kill me the first time now are you going to kill me, are you going to finish me off? She looked at me and formed ice in her hand. Cait I have known you for so long we have had our ups and downs our moments our kisses. What about Iris? What about her? You have her so everybody else be damned. Only Barry Allen should be happy. Screw you. You say we have our moments our kissed but I am just a pawn for you. I'm just one of your other things to check off your list aren't I? I'm just a casualty. Barry I almost went back to bring killer frost to save iris. All I wanted is to get rid of these powers and no one seems to be helping me but me.so yeah I prefer to be killer frost, because unlike Caitlin I can be by myself. She threw the ice on the floor causing it to shatter. See Cait you must feel something. I didn't throw it because of you I did it because of caity. She needs to be saved and only I can do that, so we are going to go away for a while to collect ourselves, tell Cisco and Harry we are sorry. And Barry do t look for us if you truly love caity let her go, she's been through enough. Cait I never mea- she interrupted me... I know and with that she started walking away. I sat back down and breathed I needed to take a breath too. I walked back to Cisco and shakes my head. She'll come back she just needs to breath.

8 Months later
Caitlin's POV
8 months has been long enough away from Cisco he was practically my brother. These last two months I have spent practicing in controlling myself and we were finally okay. I got in my car and drove until I was at S.T.A.R Labs. One more breath. I got off and walked in and it felt nice. I saw Cisco and he looked at my wide eyed and smiled. He ran up to me and hugged me. I missed you Cisco and I am sorry I had to take a breather. It's okay Caitlin I understand and it's good to have you back. Where's Barry? He is at work but he should be here any minute. Okay thanks I am just going to take a couple of tests of me. Then I saw his face change. How are you controlling her? I smiled. I learned how to control her in these eight months it was challenging still is but i am better. He smiled, it's good to have you back. As I turned in I felt a strong breeze. Barry. He looked at me and ran up to me and hugged me. Hey Bar, it's been a couple of months huh. Yeah, he smiled. What brings you back? Well not to gloat but I finally think I am good and ready. That's great! How are you controlling her without your necklace? Well I learned to control her it's been a rough and nice couple of months with her. Where is Julian? I saw his face fall just a tad. He left 2 months after you because he got a new job somewhere else. I nodded. And iris? She's good she's been reporting away! I smiled and are you two..? Oh no we um officially broke up about 7 months ago give it take but we are in a good place now. That's good Barry I am happy that you are good! I turned to leave but he grabbed my arm. Let me take you out. On a date? Yeah. Okay when and where? This Friday and you'll see. He said that with a mysterious grin that made me exited for Friday. I was glad to be back...