I'm trying to be ok right now.
I know you want me to be strong
But I can't.
The music isn't helping
The colors of my pencils on paper
Isn't helping
The kissing others isn't helping
The sleep isn't helping
Nothing
Nothing is helping.
I'm trying not to be sad
But I can't.
I need you back
So fucking bad.
Please come back to me
Please
I can't handle the pressure
I'm going to explode.
I don't know if I'm going to be ok
I don't want to be ok
Without you.
You have wiped away my tears
You have healed my heart
You have healed my soul
I know you can see the pain
The pain in my eyes
I've felt it for a while
I can't let go.
Please god help me let go
But I can't just get rid of you.
I trusted you
I love you
I need you
You were the only one who I can be
Me in front of
I'm scared to let you go.
Please don't go not till I'm ready.
And I'm not even close to ready
I can't be ready
There were so many dreams I had
For us
Where I would take you to the beach
Where we would run and jump
I would nudge you in the ocean
You would cry and runaway
We walk down town and everyone
Would stop and stare
I would be proud
We would go to the markets
Eat all the fruit.
But you're leaving soon.
I don't think I'm ever going to let you
Go
I don't want to.
I love you
And I'm trying to be ok just for
You
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The Way I Think
PoetryWhy do we keep the thoughts in our heads when we should share them? Is it because they hurt, or maybe they will hurt others. These are just a couple of ways i think. WARNING: There might be sexual content, vulger language and other things that may...
