The Way I Think

Rescue

I know when we first met I needed help.

I know when you first came into my life you could see the crap I felt and fell for.

I know you felt sorry for me even if yo would never admit it.

Now that I am stronger your gone.

I never really needed rescuing

All I needed was a reason to save myself, and you were that reason.

You gave me the energy to go against my own current of my mind.

You gave me the hope that maybe I'll be able to be ok.

I never really needed you.

All I needed was a push in the right direction.

But you weren't the only one pushing me.

You probably don't know this but i made the decision a long time ago to get better.

You were the only person who I felt genuinely wanted me to get better.

And not just so you can screw me over again

But so I can stop screwing my self over.

I miss you, but I never needed you to rescue me.

I could have always rescued myself

I just didn't think I could do it without purpose.

What you gave me was purpose.

So thank you for the push you gave me.

I think I can carry on my own now.