Dylan's P.O.V
"All for you babe." I mumbled to myself throwing my packet of weed into the river. I felt a sudden emptiness, but left it there to sink. I sat on the park bench. I loved Megan, but this was more difficult than I ever imagined. I was addicted.
I told her I wouldn't do drugs, but I was itching for the LSD in my pocket. I also had another small bag of weed and some coke for snorting. What was wrong with me? I grabbed my hair in a bunch and let tears roll down my face.
Pull yourself together Dylan. I couldn't, I couldn't take this. I couldn't do one day without my drugs. I needed them. They were my life.
I let me hand rest on my pocket and run over the small packets. My mind taunted me with thoughts if the absolute high I would have. My tears slipped down my face as I considered the possibility of one last high. It was impossible, I knew that one last high would lead to two or three more. I couldn't allow myself this pleasure.
I got into my car and started for Megan's house. I could barely see between the wetness in my eyes and the light rain falling. I stopped a few blocks away from her house and texted her that I was here. Not long after I saw a beautiful body running down the street getting soaked.
She climbed into the car.
"Hey."
"Hello." She said closing the door. "How have you been?"
"Good, you?"
"I have a monster headache." I kissed her temples softly.
"Hope you feel better."
"Have you been crying?" She noticed he puffiness around my eyes.
"Yeah, I got some stuff going on." I turned away so she couldn't see my face.
"You can talk to me." She whispered.
"I don't know if I can do it, I want so badly to quit, but I can't."
"Yes you can, it's not going to be easy, but it's definitely not impossible."
She reached over and pecked my lips. I held on to her lips and intertwined my tongue. I moved up and down her lips and entered her mouth.
"Dylan." She placed two hands on my chest to calm me down.
"I love you Megan Greene."
"I love you Dylan Watson."
I kissed her again and she kissed back against my lips. I eventually let her go and she ran back into her house. I turned to leave and got a phone call from Drake.
