You know I often wonder what I did to make you hate me? Maybe it was my loudness that scared you or the way I love to talk or maybe it was the way I admired you, following the footsteps in which you walked. I thought you were the only person not to hate me I guess I was wrong! You think this a game? Well I'm not having fun. I hate the way you think nothing, or the times you thought I didn't find out about because you think I'm nothing just like everyone else. You'll never see me cry because I know it's not worth my time but for some reason, I always keeping defending you proclaiming that your a great man! You have no flaws except for the way you act or the way you problem solve with your immature and childish behavior. Rumours are nothing but talking but you do more of that yourself while you act all perfect and innocent whem your actually raising hell upon myself. Yes i took the time to write this about you because your the reasoning behind why I don't enjoy going to school anymore, why I don't wanna move. All I do is sit there and cry wondering what I ever do to you that was so wrong to deserve this treatment. I'm afraid of walking down the halls and spotting and or seeing you the one person I do not want to see and my biggest nightmares come true as you are always around all I always end around you. I wonder does give you joy? making me feel like this with your constant dirty looks, our speechless days and your constant bashing of my name. Was it a mistake loving you because as you see there is no possible way you could love me back. Love is not like the fairy tales, they're more like love traps, praying on innocent souls to catch, filling their heads with a mess making them become obsessed.I guess that's one way to describe my love for you as this is all true but what about you as your feelings were never confessed I mean you made it seem like there was no shame in being myself which raised my mental health. But I am starting to reevaluate what that means but if your saying what I think you mean then why are things with us so unseen as you act so mean 5 months later. Would you like me to apologize is that it? Well I will not apologize for how I feel about you like an idiot, but i see things in you that others don't like what kind of person you are your do's and do nots I see all these amazing qualities that I love making me fall deeper in love. I don't know what to think anymore as mood, attitude and atmosphere has shifted it's got you acting all twisted, which makes me scared. Your just not yourself but neither am I at least don't sit there all day making you crying because thanks to now more people hate thanks to your mouth and your description maybe. all they'll see now is my negative qualites which doesn't slide well with me but its okay no one likes my loud voices which proves this may not all be your fault, maybe I should learn to shut my mouth but you do too as I can hear everything your talking about.I don't speak of you and you shouldn't either I guess you are just a gutless soul without conscious as I defend you extremely well without caring about the back comments. Maybe if I had changed myself none of this would have ever happened. Maybe things will get better but maybe not seeing as you change like the weather, oh you thought I forget..... I am afraid not. When you see my next it will be in a whole new context as won't be the girl I used to be I'll be free! I hope you enjoyed your time being a dick because you'll need it when you have no one to toy with, I really enjoyed writing this as this your chapter. but now we've seen your true colors and found out that a horrible lier. I didn't write this make people hate you as I am just explaining the truth. I hope you didn't get hurt because this is just one of many more, but don't worry there not all about you but more adults who have done similar things. I would never put your name on this but people deserve to know who this is but one day the truth will come out until then goodbye for now.
- strongsmartandbold
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His true colours
Şiirthis is a real story about a teacher that I had many encounters with this year. he was a very friendly, compassionate and caring person when he was my teacher that could easily laugh make joke and share them. we were very close as all we always said...
