Forbidden Intimacy

Chapter 3

Algebra I swear.

Worst thing on the planet.

Actually Travis is. A voice inside my head told me.

When I had gotten to Algebra not everyone was there yet which I was great full for. This meant I could make a beeline for the back seat next to Sara.

And that's exactly what I did.

I slumped in my chair not really ready for formulas to invade my head. They were just too much. Way too much.

"I feel you girl." I heard Sara say next to me pulling out an eraser.

Ha ,she's going to need it.

Sara isn't exactly the best at math ,and neither am I but I'm more likely to pass a math test then her.

"Yeah I can already feel a headache coming." I moaned putting my hand on my forehead closing my eyes.

"Do you want some med's ? I have some." Sara asked me a little concerned.

I was only cared by two people in this world so when someone showed worry it made a smile come to my face to know someone does care about how I am.

After mom and dad died ,it was just me and my amazing big bro Jonah against the world.

I was so lonley after they died 3 years ago. Jonah had went to college during the weekdays and stayed with me during the weekends ,which left me alone 4-5 days a week. So after 2 years I met Travis and I was so glad to finally have someone to be with and talk to, to have someone be there for me and care about me. And of course Jonah knew about him ,but then after about 3 months of dating we said the "I love you" and everything was fine until he met someone else a month later.

Apparently he didn't really "love me" as much as I thought he did ,and when I found out about this a month after he started this ,I was truly and unconditionally heartbroken.
I mean I freaking loved this boy and I find out he cheats on me with an older woman!

I tried to tell myself to leave him because I knew he would hurt me more if I stayed with him -and boy was I right- but my heart and mind wouldn't listen ,so I stayed.

And that was the worst decision I ever made.

Travis at first told me it was nothing ,that it was me who he loved ,and my stupid brain believed him ,but soon after I found him locking lips with the same woman again.

This time I fought away the battle with my heart and decided to leave.

But I didn't make it out the door.

Travis had held me back and demanded me to stay with him and to never leave him ,because if I were ,he would make me regret it.

I knew to not underestimate Travis because I had seen him get angry ,pissed even ,and taking his anger out on things ,and I knew he could hurt people so the only thing I had left to do was obey his demand and to stay with him because I didn't want him to do something to make me regret ever leaving him.

But right now that's the only thing I regret.

Is not leaving him.

So when I stayed ,she also stayed.

I was his everyday fuck and she was his everyday girlfriend I suppose.