Forbidden Intimacy

Chapter 11

⚠️Warning sexual content will be in this chapter ⚠️

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Nothing.

Nothing is what I felt.

After being roughly thrown up against a wall and being pinned there against my will I felt nothing.

Numb.

Broken.

When I showed up to Travis's apartment he immediately pulled me in through the door and had me in an instant up against the cold wall.

"Where the hell were you?" He roared in my face.

Closing my eyes tightly I answered him with complete and utter fear.

"I-I-Had t-tutoring." I stuttered out my sentence.

"Tutoring?" He spat on my face causing his disgusting saliva to spray all over my damn face.

"Yes yes I-Im failing English." I told him while tears sprung my eyes.

He had my arms pinned by my sides and his grip was tight as hell. His fingers were rapped around my arms so fudging tight I could feel my circulation edging closer and closer to being cut off.

"So you were with Mr.Andrews all by yourself?" He asked angry.

I could see the steam coming out of his ears just by the mention of our English teacher.

But why?

It's not like anything could happen. He's my damn English teacher for gods sake what could he possibly do?

"U-u-." I started to say until I was shook violently.

"Answer me god dammit!"

"Yes! Yes! But nothing happened I swear I was just reading the book." I gasped out sobbing. His grip just got tighter and I felt like my legs would give and I'd be on the ground in a matter of seconds.

"Shut up! Allison! Shut  the hell up! I don't want to hear your excuses! Your probably failing on purpose just to spend time with the damn guy!" He roared in my face.

"What? No no Travis your my boyfriend! I love you! He's my teacher...my teacher Travis...nothing happened and nothing will happen." I told him softly while pleading with my eyes for him to believe me.

"And why the hell should I believe you? Huh ? Why Allison ? Why?"

"Because I love you."I broke down in a sob.

"Do you really?" He asked grabbing my chin and roughly tilting my head up so I was looking into his grey eyes.

"Yes Travis I do...I really love you." I said sobbing still.

"I love you with all my heart. You know that." I told him truthfully. It's the honest to god truth ...I love him with every fiber In me. Call me crazy ,call me a sycho for loving the man who uses and abuses me every day but deep down I still believe that my Travis is in there.

"Pleas believe me Trav..please just believe me when I say that I love you more then anything in this god damn world." I said.

"Prove it to me." I froze.

He wants me..to prove it to him?