I am so scared.
I'm scared of stuffing up and being left with nothing, with no one.
I'm scared you'll see that you're making a mistake, by wasting your time with me.
I'm scared you'll leave me.
That's what I'm scared of most.
I hate being alone and I often feel like I'm always alone, even though I'm interacting with other people, they don't understand my pain that makes me feel lonely.
I wouldn't wish how I feel onto anyone else, even my worst enemy.
I'm scared of what is going to happen next, I'm not sure I'm ready but I guess I have to be.
