Beaten bashed battered and bruised.
Why do I feel the same way I did back then?
Only the mental and emotional pain I mean.
The same strain is here.
Even though you're long gone, I still feel your linger.
Horrible to say, I know.
But I can't help it.
I can't help how I feel.
Nor can I help how I'm treated.
I always treated wrong, but who am I to complain?
There's people out there who have it worse, I know.
So I'll stop pondering and suck it up.
It can only get better from here.
