Tuesday, 8th of August.
We've been friends on Facebook for one year today, but we've actually been friends for over two.
That's cute.
No it isn't. We used to talk everyday and we never got bored, but that was like two years ago. It was great. We stayed up until midnight taking, I didn't want it to stop, but then I just stopped messaging him because anxiety got bad and I convinced myself he hated me. Then a year ago I sent him a friend request and we started talking again but It wasn't the same. Now I'm sure he hates me.
He doesn't hate you.
He does. I'm convinced of it.
Why don't you message him and tell him how you feel?
No, he'll reject me. As much as I miss our conversations, I don't want to message him if he hates me.
He doesn't hate you.
You know what, a suppoded 'best friend' told me to drop him and I listened. Maybe that's why he hates me, Because we talked everyday then I stopped messaging him for a year then messaged him again then stopped again. Confusing I know, but I'm not going to fool myself with false hope.
