Only the ocean can offer me such bliss.
The feeling of being free.
I love floating over the waves, not quite being affected when it breaks.
I just float on by, ignoring everyone else struggle to get out far enough, as far as me.
The cold water numbs me, making me forget any problems I may or may not have.
Nothing matters when I'm in the ocean.
I feel like I'm flying in a blue heaven, and I never want it to end.
But, the time always comes.
The time when day ends and it becomes dark and cold.
Time to go home.
The voices come back as soon as I'm out the water.
They follow me home and everywhere I go.
They only disappear when I'm in water, drowning them.
When they leave me they're drowning and when they're with me, I'm drowning.
I sometimes wish to die and to be reincarnated as a sea creature.
Then I can live in the ocean I love.
