the dm

too long

it's been about 2 hours and he is still in there he is probably dead already vic was going back to denmark today she was coming back soon she promised me she only came for my birthday so she wasnt there it was just me sawyer and nick i was beginning to cry again thinking ''he is not gonna make it and thats my fault'' all those voices in my head said it was my fault i didn't wanna cry here in front of so many people so i standed up

-i'm coming in a minute-i said and ran to a bathroom i locked the door made myself sit down

~it's all your fault julie~ ~murder~ ~just kill yourself then you wont kill other people~

i begin to cry

-it's my fault he got stabbed it's my fault-i yelled i cried hard unstoppebul i took adyms phone started reacording on it

-i'm sorry babe i'm sorry it's my fault please forgive me i'm sorry i love you-

i stopped the reacording ran out i was still crying i trew the phone to sawyer i ran to the end of the hall when someone stopped me it was grayson

-hey julie-

-it's my fault all of it-i said and tried to run away

-julie stop it's not your fault-

-yes it is they said it was-

-who-

-the voices-

-hey don't listen to them you didn't do anything he wanted to protect you-

-but no it is my fault he no it's my fault-

-no julie it's not it's not julie he wanted to help he didn't know that all of this was gonna happen-

-but why didn't I see it-

-come let's go back to the others-

we walked back to them sawyer hugged me right away

-you didn't do anything julie-

i looked behind him and looked straight into my dead brothers eyes

-benjamin-i said got a shoch

-who is benjamin-

-my.. my brother he died in the house with my parents-

-why did you say his name-

-he's standing behind you-

he stepped back

-sorry julie i should have called you-

-no no no it's fine how are you-

-i'm fine kinda it took my awhile to find out where you where at but vic told me-

-how.. how are you here right now-

-i wasent dead but close to so i called 911 and they got me mom and dad-

-how is mom and dad-

-they didn't make it-

that hitted me i kinda knew it

-guys you guys can see him right-

-yeah you are not going crazy- ethan said

i hugged benjamin tight

-why are you here julie-

-because my boyfriend got stabbed-

-by who-

-reamember that boyfriend i had-

-umhh what was his name-