Depression

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I woke up like 6am in the morning got out of my room took some food I took a shower and got dressed

I got outside to just walk around I was really mad at everything right now I don't want to talk with people I walked down to the beach and walked around I sat down on a bench I was beginning to think that maybe I should just stay here and never mo...

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I got outside to just walk around I was really mad at everything right now I don't want to talk with people I walked down to the beach and walked around I sat down on a bench I was beginning to think that maybe I should just stay here and never move just stay here but I broke that fast when I looked to my side to see adym and another girl I fast just walked off I begin to walk down to my house I walked inside and just walked to my bedroom and found some stuff that I could look at I took my phone up and wanted to text my brother but I didn't want to stop him from being out without me I begin to look at the internet nothing was happening I never thought my life would get any worse then it was my ex abused me and used me then my family die then I get raped then I was pregnant then I begin on an eating disorder then he breaks up with me right when I thought I was done with all the sad stuff I thought I was done I learned my lesson I want my old life back I walked out to the kitchen to look out of the window I never ever thought I would be like this
-mom why... why did you die why!?-
- plz mom make something up to me make my life better please mom I beg you-
I was standing there looking out of the window when someone called me it was Bryce
-hey julie umh Mikey told me about what you guys talked about yesterday wanna come to ur place-
-sure I'm on my way but uh the address-
-uh yea it's ....-
-okay on my way-
I hang up and found the place on my phone it wasn't that long from here but then it was I began to walk people where looking at me I didn't understand why but I made it to Bryce and Mikey I got inside and we sat down
-julie there is something we really wanna say to you- Bryce said
-yea wassup-
-umh julie we both are in love with you- Mikey said
-okay I'm confused yesterday was the day that everybody hated me and today everybody is in love with me- I begin to stand up when I fall to the floor
-wow okay I need to stop standing like I did-I said and got up I made myself sit down again
-julie sinces we both met you we fell in love with you and when we hert that you and adym broke up we could tell you without him getting mad at you and us about it-
-guys it's so sweet of you guys to tell me but seriously stop-i said I thought it was a joke
-stop with what- Bryce asked
-so it Isn't a prank-I said
-nope- Mikey said
-thanks for telling me umh but you need to understand that I just got out of a relationship and I'm not over adym yet-
-we understand-Bryce said
-I'm glad you guys do just remember that even though I said that there is still a chance for u guys you just have to show me the best side of you guys- I said and winked at them
-okay- Mikey said and then Bryce got up to

-we will follow you out of the door-Bryce said and they took me and there hands 

-you didn't have to guys I'm fine actually - I said when we came to the door

-hey don't say that you are the most important thing to us-they said

Before I left I kissed them on the cheeks they where happy I left and got back to my place was there till late night and walked back to the dolans house got to my room and fell asleep on my bed

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