As I Am.......By Kennie Ellis

Chapter 9

Michael pulls in to my garage. Thank you for lunch and taking the time to consider my proposal oh and allowing me to meet your grandmother that was the highlight of the day.(his cell phone ringed) it was attached to his car so I could hear, hello handsome how are you going to fuck my brains out ( He quickly took it off speaker) he was trying to get her off the phone for some reason my heart ached (what the hell) I have a fake smile and waved and got out of the car he was motioning for me to wait but I couldn't I got out feeling teary eyed, and rushed toward the entrance of my apartment complex. I left him on the phone. I dashed to the evaluator and I was so glad he didn't follow me . Tears actually streamed from my cheeks I must be PMSing why am I feeling all of these emotions.  I contributed these feelings to a very emotionally  day first last night then the possibility of a sponsor and meeting his lovely grandmother and that song reminding me of my mom  that's exactly what it was I wiped my eyes and proceeding  in. 

DJ was waiting she damm near bomb rushed me that must have been a hell of a lunch it's dann near dinner time. No we had lunch then he had to make a stop before he brought me home. (it was no way I was going to tell her he allowed me to meet his grandmother ) So tell me how did it go, I think we got it I smiled at that thought ...Really I knew it Congratulations sis we need to celebrate ahhh the deals not final yet he has to present it to his father on Monday I'll find out soon I hope looking to present  in the next 2-weeks or so if all goes well. Just pray for me ok.  Sure but God's already answered oh yeah big head Troy, been blowing your phone up and me in the mist of being nervous about presenting I left my cell phone at home. I'll call him later I'm going to take a shower and relax. Before I could go to my room the door bell ranged .. Hi ME you jumped out of the car so fast I didn't feel like I properly thanked you for working on your off day and also accompany me to my Grandmother's house No it was my pleasure thank you for inviting me. ME look about that phone call... Mr. Higgins you owe me no explanation thank you again for the lunch, and the company I truly hope you enjoy the rest of your weekend. Thank you, you too. (Before I could say really another word the door shut) why did I feel I had blew it with her but what? I  wasnt trying to get with her she's not my type she's too nice for me innocent sort of speaking. I kept saying I  would hurt someone like her so I need to leave well enough along keep it strickly professional and that's it.  On my  way home I kept hearing the sound of her voice singing with my grandmother (What the hell is happening) 

While driving home Lisa called back .... Lisa I'm on my way to a business meeting you can't just say shit like that on my cell not knowing who else  might be with me. I know you ain't with no bitch don't start we are not exclusive and you know that so don't start playing. I'm not playing you know we are good together in everyway, and even your father likes me. My father likes her ass. I love him dearly but he has had several indiscretions and although I know my mom knows she says noting and keeps our home a home. She's always been my Queen her and my Grandmother. I want to see you tonight Michael I can't I have plans with who ? None of your fucking business, well when you'll done with your plans I want some dick so come over tonight, Not tonight Lisa now good afternoon and he hung up. No this muthafucker didn't just good afternoon me and hang up. Something is going on and if its a bitch she better step the fuck back Michael Higgins belongs to me. Micheal sat in the car mad as hell about the phone call and ME walking out but why was he mad shit him and  Lisa fucks on a regular. We both date other people Lisa and I have an agreement it is what it is. We call each other go out  and sometimes we hook up.  This was crazy  he just met ME she is a potential business deal but in his heart he felt like he owed her an apology and truly cared how she seen him. In all honesty I never cared how people seen me or what they thought of me, so why is her opinion of me something that matters.  (As Micheal was leaving a flower delivery man was knocking on her door)  (door bell ranged) I stood behind the wall in the hall  .  Excuse me delivery for a Ms. Ellis it was a bouquet of white Gardenias signed for the flowers and gave the delivery person a tip (I thought they may have been from Michael but he just left) now I'm puzzled but I played it off.  These are beautiful . I placed the flowers on the dining room table and before I could read the card  DJ grabbed and read it. Thank you for the dance last night ,I look forward to getting to know you better if you let me.. Paul.. My number is 615-555-5512 I'll look forward to your call.

Paul the guy I danced with last night but how did he get my address ahhh I gave him your card you were dancing and he was leaving so he asked me for it.. DJ no ME you deserve to have fun be happy have some other type of joy in your life some male joy(Really, we both laugh) you know what I mean you deserve to find someone who can and will make you happy. DJ I'm not their type, ME if you wasn't he wouldn't be pursuing you right now give him a try. (Really the one I wanted to try was defiantly out of my league)  You're right I think I will.  I went to the living room and attempted 6 times to call Paul but didn't know what to say, Now  when it came to business I could talk the stink out of doody. But talking about myself or small talk with a man I would probably get tongued tied as hell. (I dialed the number I let it rang and didn't hang up this time Lawd help me) 

Hello Paul yes this is he, hi this is Mennettha I want to thank you for the flowers they are beautiful .. Not as beautiful as you but you're welcome. I would love the  opportunity  for you and I to go out and get to know each other, I would like that, Great what about tonight there's  a R& B group I really enjoy hearing when they are in town and they are playing at BB Kings tonight. ( now I have never been out literally with 2 fine handsome intelligent well to do single men in one night. In my life and I'm 50...I really felt like Cinderella) Sure, Great how about I pick you up around 9pm? How about I just meet you there. He was a little quiet but agreed. Don't stand me up ME I have a reputation to keep he laugh oh don't worry I couldn't ruin that at all.

Michael was driving home listening to Major the (same  song I was singing in the car and found himself​ pressing repeat over and over again he could hear my voice as the song played and kept thinking how I looked as I sung). Who sent her those flowers is Troy more than a business partner is it someone else. It's irritating the shit out of me I got to shake this.. I been around​  do gooders for the last few days I need me a hood chick (call Lisa) hey Lisa the group Falls play tonight at BB Kings you want to go? I thought you had plans?  look plans change do you want to go or not? You know I'll go anywhere with you good pick you up at 9 I'll be ready bye baby. Bye Lisa.

Dj(In a puzzled like what the hell voice )  I'm going to BB Kings with Paul he is going to want to see the woman he seen the other night and that's not me girl show him you.. You are fabulous  and you know  you can dress maybe a little conservative but hey lit'le sis to the rescue. Come on let's get ready.. My phone ranged it was Troy I just didn't have time to talk I had to get ready I'll call him tomorrow. I was excited and neverous blessing keep coming my way I don't know why Lawd but I sure thank you. DJ chose my cream suit with a red lace  camasol  up under it. And I wore gold accessories with some cream and red ankle wrap pumps and a cream and red clutch bag my hair I two hand strand and took it down and let it hang .  Yes I'm conservative but in love with clothes, and i must say I dress conservative but I know I dress well.   I just don't go a lot of places to wear them and I don't have that confidence but tonight why not. Damm sis I did it again you look so good I feel like a fairy God mother shut up now if you're not home by midnight take this condom have fun.. Oh hell naw DJ you never know I know just keep it and think about how long its been. Hmm it has been about 3 years since I had sex maybe 4 damm its been so long I can't remember. Damm that DJ now I'm nervous again. (Well off I go).

Michael arrived at Lisa he went up to get her she's dress to kill.. Damm girl That's a sexy ass dress how you get all that in that little ole dress ... I didn't daddy feel she took my hand and placed it under her dress she had no panties on no you didn't .. Oh yes I did just for you what about a sample before we leave Lisa we don't have time oh we have plenty of time.. Here let me help you. She slowly bends down to her knees unzipping my pants with her teeth and kissing around my manhood mmmm looks like something wants to be sucked on ... Lisa was one of the best fucks I've ever had and she knew it . Lisa took out my dick and started licking slowly around my head she slowly went down my shaft deeper and deeper speeding up her jaw motion and stroking the shit out of my dick yes I love to get head especially incredible head and boy was she a pro she had my ass moaning like crazy slowly making her way up she whispers you want this pussy don't you.... You better tell me you want this Pussy..I grabbed her ass put her on the table raised her dress up and fucked the shit out of her  she wrapped her legs around my waist making me go deep inside her pussy it was so good when I tried to slow down she moved faster I wanted to cum before we leave daddy your wish is my command I fucked her ass until she screamed my damm name and believe it or not that shit was sooo good but I still found my mind  on ME during and when we were done we both went to the bath room cleaned off and left . (BB's we on our way)