As I Am.......By Kennie Ellis

Chapter 19

While Michael was outside, Lisa kept looking out the window. You're not going to hear anything unless you know how to read lips in the dark. Excuse me looking out the window isn't going to make him come in any faster. Oh I know they are talking business. So now we have some time tell me how do you feel about my grandson. I think he's one of the most intelligent business men I know. He has excellent taste well defined and as I've found out tonight artistically talented he's the entire package. We make a great couple. So you are a couple? We've been together for over 2 years now we have our on orthodox ways but I think we both know were good for each other. So you're ready to settle down with Micheal yes ma'am I am..  I see and what about Michael does he feel the same? I think he does he just doesn't know it yet but he will. My plan is too show him how good we are together. It would be an honor to be a part of the Higgins Family.

Mean while Micheal watched ME drive away. Why didn't I tell her that I have feelings for her? What if it isn't mutual what is it other Paul's out there and I'll make an ass out of myself. I'm not being cocky but I can date any woman I wanted to, so if ME isn't the one I'll just keep doing what I'm doing. But God knows this woman does something to me when I'm near her I can just breathe her in and I'm good with just that. To hear her voice and to see that smile makes me want to know more about her, I want to know all that's behind it. ME has this insecurity about her, when talking about her kids, families she's looking at you and going 50 words a second but as soon as you try to find out about her she shy's away, shuts down. Why won't she allow anyone in?..

You ready Lisa I have a early day tomorrow.Granmy thank you this was fun and dinner was great. Micheal hugged and kissed her you're welcome Micky I love you. Its been a pleasure Ma'me thank you for allowing me to intrude thank you for coming. Lisa and Michael walked to the car Lisa's facial expression immediately changed. Why the fuck did you run after that Bitch. What!!! That fat ass Bitch . you're chasing her skirt like some lost puppy. Go to hell Lisa no you go to hell.  What all of a sudden you preparing for the winter, (she giggled) whats that suppose to mean? you know what I'm talking about.      Look Lisa just shut up ok because you sounding stupid as hell.  The more I see Lisa lately the more I don't want to be around her. Look I think I'm going to date more and maybe it's just Lisa I'm tired of and it's not ME.  (Lisa slammed the car door and was hot) You made me look like an ass in front of your Grandmother, No you did that all by yourself..  I told you this was family time oh but that helfer was invited? Look her name is Mennettha I don't want to hear noting but her name come out of your mouth do you understand me? You're getting on my damm nerves I gotto get your ass home.       

Arriving at home I was able to reflect on my visit. I really enjoyed Mrs. Felt company she made me feel welcome and also how much I missed my own grandmother. Micheal asking me to go out was a surprise  I can't read too much in to that especially because of the behavior he displayed at the party last night.  I just need to stay in my lane and keep everything professional and by the book. When I arrived home DJ and Troy were gone so I was left home alone which was cool for me. I could just chill out relax and listen to some music . I took a nice hot shower washed my hair and put on some Jill Scott I was totally relaxing and enjoying being home. 

Micheal took Lisa back to his house to pick up her car. Lisa defiantly had other ideas. As they both got out of  the car Micheal went to escort her to her car.  No invite in. No Lisa I'm tired this has been a long weekend I just want to go in a take a shower and go to Bed. I'm all for that I can go home early in the morning and stay here tonight and keep you company. Thank you but no thank you I'll talk to you later. Lisa walked up and begin rubbing on Micheal chest. Usually Micheal is what the fuck it's a lay but he just wasn't in the mood. Lisa I'll talk to you later call me when you get home. Lisa had never been rejected by Micheal. This pissed her off she got in her car angry as hell. You know you want this.. Lisa you know you want this. Damn sure do and I'm going to get it too bye Lisa, call me when you get home to let me know you got there safe. Lisa was pissed turned the music up and drove off. Micheal enjoyed going in alone. He turn on some Gerald Levert and went in tot he room to take an hot shower. As he showered the only face he continued to see is ME he thought about her smile, the softness of her skin, the shape of her hips, she has a big ass i'm not going to lie but it's shapely and firm as hell you can bounce a quarter on that ass. While continuing to think of Lisa I didn't notice but I  could feel my shit getting hard as hell. I had to get my mind off her damn damn damn this shit is ridiculous fuck it I'm calling Denise .( Denise is an accountant for Kraft) .