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Everything turned out for the worst. Especially for you. You thought you would have a loving relationship with Azusa, when you smile, laugh, cuddle, and kiss.
Instead of receiving all of those affection, you end up getting cuts and ugly scars on your body. Your boyfriend didn't like to show love. Love wasn't in his dictionary, Azusa like to show pain.
You were his cutting toy. Whenever he got tired of cutting himself he would go up to you and stab your arm, slice your thigh, and cut your torso.
You hated it. You didn't ask for any of this, all you ever wanted was to be loved not torned apart by your own boyfriend.
Your in the bathroom washing off the blood that covered your arms, legs, and stomach. You whimpered as you felt the cold water sting your open wounds.
You looked at the scars that was on your body. You wanted to cry, you wanted to scream out.
"Hideous, I look absolutely hideous!" You shouted to yourself.
You finally stepped out the bath. You glanced at the now bloody red colored water, you cringed.
You slipped on your nightgown. You laid on your bed, sighing.
"(Y/N)~Chan".
Your eyes widen as you sat up from your spot, turning your head seeing Azusa standing by the edge of your bed with a blade in his hand.
You glared at him "no, not again".
Azusa frowned "but, I enjoy seeing you squirm around and cry out in pain...it gives me so much...pleasure".
You growled under your breath "I don't care! I'm sick and tired of you using me as your personal cutting board! All I wanted was to be loved but its like love is not in Your vocabulary. Me having a relationship with you was the BIGGEST MISTAKE of my life!".
Azusa stood there, tensed up.
"Get the hell out of my room before I take that knife and plung it through your skull" you threatened.
Knowing Azusa he wouldn't mind that since he would feel pain, but some strange reason with your harsh words it managed to hurt him more.
Ever since then you haven't been talking to your now ex boyfriend. You will do anything just for him to stay away. What shocked you the most is that lately he hasn't been cutting himself like he used to.
And it was true, Azusa has given up on hurting himself because the words that came out your mouth that day was hurting him everyday. He couldn't stop thinking about what you said and the way you said it, he can practically hear the vemon dripping from your voice and that venom was the same one that poisoned his heart.
Your cuts have finally healed and your scars faded a slight bit but, you can still see them.
You can now focus on other things than having to worry about getting hurt by that masochist bastard. You were happy without Azusa and you hope it stays that way.
You smiled to yourself.
"Im finally healed my wounds and my heart, I can stop worrying about him trying to use me as a cutting toy...can life get any better?".
