Bogo Shipda

17. He promised me...

You looked at the video again ...and again ...and again. You can't stop looking at it. How is this possible? How can he do this? Was everything you shared a lie? Did he perhaps not love me anymore? You keep thinking as tears run down your face. It is making you even more sad to think about your baby.

"Y/n stop thinking that much it's not good for the baby'', Areum sad as she put the tea in front of the table.

''I know b-but still it's hard to believe'', you sobbed.

''He has the right to know..after all he is the father of your child'', Areum said while comforting you.

''I know I have to get to Seoul. I want to hear the truth from him, while looking him in the eyes''.

Jungkook POV

I can't handle this anymore. I want to see Areum just one last time. I don't know what she is thinking right know. If only it's not to late. I'm being forced to marry a girl I don't love. The weddings will be held in two weeks. The manager didn't want me to contact with y/n. He even treated me he will destroy her happiness, and by that he means he will ruin her business talking shit about it. He promised me unfortunate things will happen to y/n if I don't agree with his plans. Last night he showed me a picture of y/n in the hospital. He told me y/n got hid by a car, which ofcourse caused by him. I don't want y/n to get hurt. I really have to do this. I'm sorry y/n...Mianhae. Just don't forget I will always love you.

~ Ladies and gentleman's please fasten you seatbelt we are about to land in Seoul. Don't forget you personal stuff in the airplane. Thank you for flying with us and have a nice day ~

Y/N POV

We all got off from the plane. Even Jason is here with me for support. I told him he doesn't have to this...but he insisted. I walked down the halleway searching for my mom. Then a saw a middle age woman who I admired the most. Who I love with all my heart. I run toward her and hug her real tight.

''E-eomma..", is all I could say.

''Ss..sst my daughter. Stop crying. We will sort things out. Just speak with Jungkook first and hear him out. Maybe he has a reason'', eomma said.

Timeskip

I lay down in my bed. I don't have appetite to eat right know. I want to sleep, but I can't. Everytime I close my eyes, memories of Jungkook keep bothering me. I sit up straight and stare at the ceiling. The sky is beautiful and full of stars tonight. I looked down at my stomach and start rubbing it softly with my hand.

''Hi it's eomma here...'', you started to whisper softly while sobbing.

''I love you ..and so does your dad. Don't worry everything will be alright. I just have to talk to your dad and bring him home here with us. We will be a happy family'', with that said you stood up and walked at the window. You sat down at the ground while admiring the sky. Soon you dozen off and start falling asleep.

Jason POV

It's really nice from aunty to stay in this house. Y/n has a lot of her mother. Mostly her caring personality. I yawned as I walked upstairs to go to the guest room. But before I sleep I want to check on y/n. I knock on the door, but y/n isn't replaying. I knock once again. Maybe y/n is already sleeping. I opened the door a little bit and see y/n sitting on the ground with her back rested on the wall. She fell asleep on the ground?! Aish..this girl. I start walking to her and carried her bridal style and placed her gently on the bed. I stroke her cheeks with my hand.

''Y/n, I'm so sorry you have to go through this. I should have make you mine from the beginning. But I know you loved Jungkook...that's why I let you go. I never in my entire life thought that Jungkook would do this to you. And now you are pregnant. If he doesn't take his responsibility as a father I will punch his pretty face so hard. I promised you If you were mine I would't do this to you. I would treat you right. I love you y/n. But I'm a coward. I didn't had the guts to tell you then...and right know. Look at me...I confessed to a sleeping person.''

I sign.

''Y/n you're so beautiful. Even when you're in pain. I can see that you cried a lot'', you said as gently stroke her cheeks with your fingers. But then she grab your hand and say ''Jungkook?''.

Next morning Jungkook POV

''Look Jungkook maybe it's best to break up with her so she can move on. We all understand your situation. And we don't want y/n to get hurt. She already has a unfortunate past with her dad leaving her.'', Taehyung said worried.

''We will help you to go through this hell'', Jimin said.

''Yess you can always count on us. We are hyungs. Hyungs stand for eachother in good and bad times'', Namjoon said.

"Yea~ maybe Teahyung is right''...I signed.

''It's better for me to break up with y/n. I will only destroy her life if she will marry me. She won't be safe with me. She is in danger right now because of me. We won't be able to live in peace'', I said while crying.

''I feel for you bro..'', Suga said while tapping my back with his hand.

I didn't realized it at first but I hugged him and cried harder. But he hugged me back without hesitation. ''It's oke...just let it out''..was all I can hear him saying.

Timeskip at BTS building

''Jungkook'', my manager called me.

"J-jung..oh there you are. Just don't forget to break up with her. It's for her own sake. She is in room 473 waiting for you. You may go now''.

Your POV

You looked outside the window and see people walking on the streets. You felt nervous. You don't know how to start. In your head practice the scene over and over again. You signed. But then the door opens. You turn around to see Jungkook just blankly staring at you.

''Jun-Jungkook you stupid jerk'', you run towards him and immediately hit his chest multiple times with your hands.

''Why..Why is it true? Are you marrying another girl? You don't love me anymore?'', you asked while sobbing really hard. You buried your face in his chest and hug him, but he didn't hugged you back. Instead...he push you away with a little bit of force.

''Yess it's true'', he said.

''Look y/n I never really loved you. You were just one of all the girls I started dating. Easily to play with. I just used you for my own pleasure and now I have had enough of it. And yes I'm marrying Lisa. Actually she is the one I really love''.

"J-Jungkook..'', you said stuttering while crying really hard.

''I don't care about your feelings. Leave me alone and never come back'', he said and with that he leaves really fast.

''B-But I'm p-pregnant'', you said but you are sure he didn't heard you.

You just stood there crying. Your legs where shaking before giving up as you fell on your knees on the ground. Crying is all you could do.

Jungkook POV

I'm standing behind the door. Even if she is in there and I can't see her...I still feel her presence. I opened the door and say y/n crying as she run to me and hit me several times. She then starting to cry really hard and buried her face in my chest while her arms is around my waist. I want to hug her and comfort her but I just keep standing there doing nothing. I took a deep sign and pushed her off me.

''Yess it's true'', I said.

''Look y/n I never really loved you. You were just one of alle the girls I started dating. Easily to play with. I just used you for my own pleasure and now I have had enough of it. And yes I'm marrying Lisa. Actually she is the one I really love''.

I can see her shocked face. It hurst me to say those words to her. My heart is beating really fast right now. But it is for the best. I'm sorry y/n.

''J-Junkook'', she stuttered.

I can't stand it anymore to see her in so much pain.

''I don't care about your feelings. Leave me alone and never come back'', I said and with that I turned around as tears won't stop falling down from my eyes. I run away as I don't want her to notice my pain.

To be continue

[A/N: You guys like it? Sorry for so much drama~ I'm a drama queen hehe ~ >.<]