I walked towards Jason room. I guess y/n is over there. I knocked on the door but no one answered. I walked inside and see y/n is sitting besides Jason who was lying down on the bed with a bandage on his arm. She was holding his other hand. I awkwardly stood there.
"Uhgrr..'', I cleared my troat.
Y/n turned her head and shoot daggers with her eyes. She releases her hand from Jason and walked angrily towards me. She then grabbed my hand and pulled me into another room.
''What was this all for Jungook?'', She said angrily. ''Look what you have done?''
''Y/n I came here to talk to you. Can you please here me out for once?'', I begged her.
''No. There is nothing left to say. On the day you left me you made it all clear. I was just one of the other girls you played with. You just used me for your own pleasure. I'm just repeating your words!'', She yelled. Her shoulders bounced up and down because she was crying at the same time.
''I didn't mean it''
''Don't give me that Jungkook! If you didn't mean it why did you left me and married Lisa? Why do you want me back..after five years! Damn it!''
"Because of Jongsung. Is he my son?'', I said while tears rolling down my cheeks.
She looked shocked. She did not say a word, but the room was filled with her crying sounds. I walked over to here and wanted to touch her cheeks but she pushed my hand away. Her head was hanging looking down at the ground. I did not care if she pushed me away. I rubbed her shoulders and pulled her in my embrace. Now her face was buried in my chest. I could clearly felt my clothes getting wet because of her tears. I hugged like there was no tomorrow. I placed one hand on her waist and one hand on the back of her head. I placed my head in her neck. I missed her scent. Her sweet scent. I missed her in my arms. I missed her touch. I turned my head towards her ears and I whispered, ''Is he ours y/n?''.
Again she pushed me. It make me took a few steps backwards.
''It doesn't matter Jungkook....It doesn't matter that Jongsung is yours. He and you are only blood related. He already has a father and that is Jason''.
I looked shocked in her eyes. ''So it is true. We do have a son together?'' I smiled.
''Don't you think to speak even look to Jongsung!''
''No I-I understand I left you two alone but I had a re~''.
''Don't talk bullshit to me Jungkook. I contacted you while I was pregnant. I begged for you to come back but you never answered back. Look...'', she showed me her phone.
''Look..I still have this stupid BTS group chat''.
I took her phone and start reading the message.
~Jungkook please come back to us. Don't you know I'm pregnant with your child?~
~ Jungkook our baby needs a father ~
~ Why did you left me all of the sudden. Was I not good enough?~
I start scrolling down. My eyes widen as I see pictures and video's of our child. When he was a baby, when he first talked, when he first walked, his fist birthday, he riding a bicycle ...I start crying knowing that I could't be there for my son. I missed everything that went on in his life.
''We are good without you. We are happy. I'm getting married soon Jungkook'', with that said she took her phone out of my hand and runs away.
I groan in frustration while going with my hand trough my hair. I'm so sorry y/n for everything that you have been trough. I'm sorry that I wasn't there when you was pregnant. I'm sorry that I wasn't there when you gave birth to our son. I'm sorry I wasn't there to raise him. I'm sorry for breaking you heart.
I fell down on the ground with my back on the wall. I buried my face in my hand. ''I messed up. I messed up so bad''.
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''E-eomma? Are you here?''
I looked at the direction where this sweet childish voice came from. I saw Jongsung standing at the door looking at me. This was the first time I saw him knowing he is my son. He walked closer to me.
''I-i'm sorry sir b-but I was looking for my mom..a-are you alright?'', he said.
"I think you need a hug'', the boy said and hugged me. I was shocked by his sudden behavior. ''If eomma is sad all she need is a hugg''.
This was the first time I had my son in my arms. I hugged him real tight. ''I'm sorry'', was all I could say.
Teahyung POV
I was looking for Jungkook, but I couldn't find him. Then I heard crying sounds coming from a room. I stood at the door peeking inside. My eyes couldn't believe what I saw. Was that Jungkook hugging his son? ''I'm sorry'', was all he said. It made me felt pain in my heart. That's it. I have to do something.
I saw y/n running towards Jason's room. Before she could enter I grabbed her arm with a little bit of force.
"What? Taehyung stop it. Let me go. You are hurting me!'', she screamed.
I didn't care and dragged her inside a room and lock the doors.
