[A/N: first of all sorry for not updating for so long. I was really busy with collage ect. Also sorry for the spelling and grammatical mistakes].
Jungkook POV
I looked at Jongsung one more time to make sure if he is oke. I just bend down on his level.
''Don't worry my son. I love you very much. I won't leave you and eomma. I promise I will bring you to school, give you piggyback ride, I'll teach you how to dance and fight...I-I promise I wil always stay by your side...''
''A-..uhm..a-appa y-you can fight?''
''Yess I took taekwondo classes when I was little'', I chuckle.
''Wow cool!''
Before leaving the room I give my son a hug. I walked down the stairs. My heart is now beating fast. My breath becomes uneven. I feel so many emotions at the same time. Fear, satisfaction, nervousness, love ect. I just got a chance...a chance to be with the love of my life. A chance to become a family!
Your POV
I couldn't take it anymore. I'm confused. Confused about everything. All this time I was angry at Jungkook, because I thought he played with my feelings. But most of all, I was angry because he left me while I was pregnant with his child. Lucky for me Jason stood beside me. If it wasn't for him, I would't survive. Knowing the truth now changes everything. Jungkook didn't know I was pregnant that time he broke up with me. He also didn't mean to break up, but was force to do it instead. What about Jason oppa? He is special to me, but I don't love him. I just feel like I can't leave him knowing the things he did for me and my son. He treated Jongsung as his own. The least I could do is marrying him, right? I'm confused. My mind is saying I have to marry him, but my heart is only beating fast when I'm thinking of Jungkook. Do I perhaps still love him? I cried louder to even think what my son had to been trough. So all this time he did know about Jungkook? Why didn't he tell me? Am I a bad mother? Did I do something wrong?
I couldn't stand it anymore. I cried out loud. My head is hurting like crazy now. Suddenly I feel two arms wrap around my waist. I feel a light weight on my shoulder. I can smell his familiar cologne. I already know who it is without even looking.
''Y/n..", Jungkook whisper.
I tried to push his hands away, but his grip just got stronger.
''Y/n ...please let us stay like this for a moment''
''Let us forget about everything for just few seconds.''
''I missed you y/n. I missed you so much. You have no idea how unhappy I was every day not to be ably to stay by your side. My heart aches the moment I broke up wi-''
''Jungkook please''
''No let me explain, please. My heart aches the moment I broke up with you. I hate myself for breaking my promise to you that I will always be by your side. Every night you hunted me in my dreams. But you now what...I was oke with that. At least I could have you in my fantasies. Yess y/n I became crazy for you''.
Jungkook now let go of me and turned me around so I could face him. I'm still looking at the ground. My eyes are still filled with tears. Jungkook tilted my head so his dark sparkling eye could look at mine. With his thumb he wiped off my tears.
''It is oke to cry. It is oke to be angry y/n...''
''Jungkook I don't know. I don't know what to feel anymore...I guess I'm tired. Tired of this all. I needed you so much. Our son needed you!!'', I yelled and grabbed his shirt with my hands, but then my voice soften, '' but knowing the truth now change everything. I still feel angry inside of me, but I know it is not your fault..I just don't know'', I sobbed. I let go of his shirt, but Jungkook took my hands in his placing it against his hard chest. My shoulders are bouncing up and down.
''Do you feel it y/n?''
''My heart is still beating fast for you. My feelings for you never changed. You still are the one for me...and I still want to you to become my wife. I want us to become a family. The family I longed for so much.''
My eyes widen at his sudden confession.
''I c-can't Jungkook..I'm still enga-'', before I could finish my sentence Jungkook crashed his lips on mine. I was shocked. I didn't except this to happen. But I could feel his soft lips moving slowly. This perfect lips I missed for so long. Jungkook did feel disappointed because I didn't kissed him back. He let go and looked me straight in the eyes.
''Y/n...Agh fuck it''
And again he smashed his lips on mine, but this time it was rougher. More passionate, I could feel the electricity shock throughout my whole body. One of his hand pulled me closer to him and the other hand went behind my head to deepen the kiss. Only this time I kissed him back. I just couldn't hold it anymore.
After a few minutes of kissing he start caressing my face with his hands. What the hell was it with his smirk?
''So we have a son together?'', he smirked.
''W-what?'', I was totally confused now. Not sure about the kiss or the sudden change of attitude. He felt ..I don't know ...confident maybe?
He leaned in closer to my ears and whispers, ''You know I always wanted to become a father and I always only picture you to carrying my heir''.
He kissed me on the cheek and then left me alone totally confused. Why didn't he kissed me on the lips? Wait ..what am I thinking? Where is he going to?
''Yah Jeon Jungkook!'', I yelled.
''I'll be back'', I see him walking towards the door making a peace sign. But then he change course and walk towards me again.
He softly kissed me on the lips for one I think. This is torture! I mentally pounted.
''I know you wanted it babygirl'', he winked at me and he left the house.
What the hell did just happend?
To be continue.
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