Bogo Shipda

18. five years later

Y/n POV

I'm starring through the window. Which time would it be in Korea, I thought.

I walked to my desk as I can see a picture of Jongsung and me. He brought such happiness in my life. Even when I have to endure so much pain and struggles.

I started thinking. It was like yesterday when I first had him in my arms.

~ Flashback~

"Push y/n!", the dochter said.

"No I can't take it anymore!"

"You have to otherwise the baby will die!"

I'm crying. It hurst so much.

"Come on y/n you can do this!", my mom said.

One two three.....push!

Aaaaargh....! I pushed. Sweat was all over my face. Tears dropping. I started to feel dizzy.

"One last time y/n. You're doing a great job", the docter said.

I pushed with all the strenght I had. That's when I sudden hear a cry.

"Congratulation miss y/n. You have a beautiful baby boy".

I smiled but before I know everything became blurry.

End of flashback

"Ah~", I shaked my head. Yea~ I didn't exactly had the best experience of giving birth. Me and my baby almost died. It was the most painfull thing I ever went through.

But everything is oke now. Sometimes I can see his father face when he is smiling. It hurst me him knowing someone else is his appa.

Why do I keep thinking about him? You know I used to cry. But I won't do that anymore. My heart became black. There is no space for him. Not anymore.

I'm soon getting married. Is this the right desicion? I guess it is. At least Jongsung will have an appa to look up to.

I was thinking deep. Until I heard someone knocked on the door.

The door opend and I can see Jongsung running towards me.

"Aahw how is my baby boy", I said.

"Eomma, I'm not a baby boy anymore. I just turned five already", Jongsung said.

"Haha that's right", I smiled.

That's when he came closer to me.

"How was your day ~ jagiyaa ?"

"Well good", how was your day....

[A/N: this story continue from where I left in chapter 9. Remember the flash forward? I hope you guys won't be confused while reading.]

"Busy as always. But I make some time to pick up Jongsung from school and check on you'', Jason said.

Jason POV

"U-uncle ..I-I mean a-appa can we get some ice cream please?''

"Sure. Why don't we let eomma finish her work while we go to the park?'', I said bending down on his level and rubbing his head.

''What a good idea'', y/n said.

''Oke then let's go'', I said to Jungsong and pecked y/n on her cheeks.

''Ieeeuwwllll", Jongsung said. I chuckle '' haha why? You don't want to see the affection I share with your mother?''

"NOOOO'', Jongsung said sticking his tongue out.

At the park

I see Jongsung feeding the ducks as I sit on a bench.

''Don't go near the water otherwise I have to swim to get you out of there. Eomma will be very mad at me'', I yelled.

I sign. It's already been five years. My son is already five. He grows up so fast. I remember the day he called me appa. I felt really happy. He still isn't used to call me appa. Sometimes he calls me appa, sometimes uncle. Even though he is not my real son, I treat him like my own. I love him with all my heart.

Flashback five years ago

Y/n health keep increasing as she didn't eat much. She is pregnant but you won't be able to tell as she lost a lot of weight. She is depressed and stressed out. I'm truly worried about her. I'm so furious to that piece of shit who left her like this. On the day she came back I was ready to punch him real hard in his face. But y/n stopped me...infact she was begging me. I looked in her eyes and then I realized it wouldn't help to kick Jungkook. Y/n really needs me right now. From that day I promised y/n to always stand by her side. I was brave enough to confess. I was very proud to myself. I finally did it. But at that time y/n unfortunately reject my proposal to marry her. She said she needed some time. Her heart isn't ready for a new relationship also she still loves him. But as time flew by really quick y/n became hard. Always working and doing a great job on being a mother. Suddenly one night y/n accept my proposal.

*Thinking about it*
Flashback

''J-Jason...t-thank you for being a appa to my son'', y/n said.

''Our son you mean'', I said while grabbing her hand.

''Jason oppa I think right now I am ready to marry you. But I have to be honest. I love you..just for the person you are. But it will take time to have that kind of relationship husband and wife have..I-m sorry'', she said looking down.

I tilted up her chin "it's oke y/n just take your time'', I said while pulling her into a hug and rubbing her head with my hand. How bad she can't see the huge smile on my face.

End of flashback

To be continue

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[A/N: If you all wondering how Jason looks like see the picture down below. I just search a random guy on the internet⬇️]