Bogo Shipda

26. Letter to y/n

Your POV:

"What? Is this all your saying true?'', I felt my heart soften. Tears won't stop flowing.

''I'm sorry'', Taehyung said while hugging me.

''I missed you so much Tae~'', I mumbled in his chest.

''What to do know?'', I asked him seriously not knowing what to do or how to react.

"Let's go check on Jason and Jongsung. I'll send the both of you home'', he said.

The car ride was awkwardly silence. I saw Jason keep starring at me. When we arrived home I immediately put Jongsung in his bed because it's already bedtime for him. While I grabbed the bed sheets and pulled it over his body two hand behind me did the same.

''How beautiful our son grew up y/n'', Jason said while rubbing Jongsung head who already felt asleep.

He then took my hand rubbing it with his thumbs. ''I think you should talked to Jungkook'', he said looking at our hands.

"J-Jason?'', I said startling.

''It's oke y/n after all Jungkook is Jongsung father''.

''What about us?''

''We will be fine. Now go'', he said while rubbing my arms. I looked him in the eyes. He looked back, but then started to lean closer to me. I closed my eyes and could feel his lips on mine. It was a sweet kiss for just a few seconds.

''Go y/n..'', was all he said.

''Thank you Jason oppa'', I said while walking out of the room.

~ Timeskip ~

''Thank you for bringing me here Taehyung'', I said while unbuckling my seatbelt.

I felt nervous. Teahyung who walked beside me rang the doorbell.

''Ah hyung you finally..Y/N!'', Jimin said.

I just laughed awkwardly, but Jimin immediately hugged me. ''We all missed you so much y/n. You have no idea how long Jungkook waited for this moment''.

''Where is he Jimin?''.

Jimin akwardly rubbed his neck with his hands.

''He is gone''.

''What? What do you mean he is gone? Will he come back?'', you asked him a bit worried.

''He just texted me he need some time to think. I don't now where he is and when he will be back, but...I found this. Please come inside. It's raining''.

''Here I found this on his desk''

~ To my one and only...~

~ How do I tell you what my heart is saying? ~

~ How do I tell you how restless I am in your love? ~

~ Had you been here my life would be easier. ~

~ When the clouds rain, I want to watch you and filled my eyes. ~

~ Every sorrow that comes my way would skip away, leave me untouched by it, as I capture you in my eyes. ~

~ If only you were here with me. ~

~ I find myself sinking in your spell. ~

~ I run round helpless, while sitting still.~

~ I want to call myself crazy for you. ~

~ Just look at me and tell me: what am I to you? ~

~ You misunderstood my real intentions.~

~ I misunderstood your heart. ~

~ Where can I go leaving you if you are my shadow? ~

~ There should't remain anymore distance that we have.~

~ if it is possible please stay next to me in this lifetime.~

~ My future is here with you together with our son, my love. ~

~ Whether you give me happiness or sadness, I'll take it.~

~ I can't promise you to just give happiness all the time. ~

~ We'll have to face joy, sometimes tears.~

~ Whatever we get we'll manage it together.~

~ If there is in your dreams anger and dissatisfaction, let me take them away.~

~ I know love is naive.~

~ Heart tends to make mistakes.~

~ Next time if you are willing to look me in the eyes. I would speak to you without saying anything, our eyes will speak the language of love. ~

~ Give me your permission that I can come closer to you.~

~ I'll hold you close to me and never letting go.~

~ I will comb your hair as I ran y fingers trough it. ~

~ I don't know what to do.~

~ How should I stop you from leaving? ~

~ How do I stop myself from loving you? ~

~ This heart becomes mad for you, now only you can explain to it.~

~ Bogo Shipda ~

I cried while reading.

I missed you to Jungkook.

I love you to!

Where are you?

To be continued

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