Bogo Shipda

40. The day of the wedding

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Y/N point of view

Here you are looking at your reflection. You would tell that the nervousness is written all over your face, but the big mirror in front of you shows you otherwise. Here is standing a mature, strong and beautiful women who is about to give her life another turn. A positive turn with the person she loves.

* knock knock*

"Yess?"

"I'm sorry to disturb yo..~whoaaa!", the man eyes grew bigger the moment he saw you. Shocked by your beauty. It made him almost blushing.

"Well...y/n I'm here to give yoy this letter. Take your time reading it. Whenever your reading please let me know. I'll be waiting outside for you", he handed you the letter.

"Thank you..oh wait..here can you give him mine as well", you extand your hand while blushing.

"Don't worry at your service", he said and then took off.

You laughed ..pff..silly boy!

You walked to the big window. The sun is shining. You can here the birds singing. You have a beautiful view of the garden which is full of colourfull flowers. Everything seems so perfect. It only makes you more nervouse. You look at the envelope in your hand.

from: J.J.K.

You don't wait for another second and  opend the envelope before reading it.

My love,

There once was a moment when I fantasies about my future. Will I purchase my dream to become a singer? Will I have enough talent to warm people hearts with my voice? I aply for bighit. I met my hyungs. Things started to work out well. I had a amazing and caring fandom. I had many succes with bangtan. But there was still one thing I was never sure of. Who was that girl? That girl in my fantasies? As a little boy I daydreamed about THE girl a lot. I prayed many times, please can I even for a briefly moment meet her in my dreams? Is it possible to only have one glance of her? Even for just a second?

There once was a time. A time where I believed in love at first sight. The moment when I met you. The moment when Taehyung brought you to the dorm. If only you knew what my mind went trough that time. It took me a while to confess to you. But i did it! We had our first date, our first kiss, our first everything.

There once was I time my heart was at peace. No worries. You completed me. I was ready, yet at the same time nervous, to introduce you to A.R.M.Y. I was ready to stand by your side and walk with you hand in hand. I was ready to make you mine forever.

There once was a time where things took another turn in our lifes. Despite the changes, my feelings for you never changed. If only you know what my heart went trough that time.

There once was a time where you raised our son alone. Our beautiful son. My son. My proud. If only you know how much I regret I couldn't be his appa. How I missed his first cry, his first babytalk, his first steps...I would want to sing to your growing belly so that our son recognize his appa's  voice. If he would cry at night. I would let you sleep and sing him a lullabelly son, so he would know his appa is here to protect him.

There once was I time when we met again. That time the look in your eyes made me feel so down, but I understood your feelings. Fortunately things started to work again for the both of us.

My love...

Let not look back. Let's just say...

There will be a time. A time where I kiss my georgess bride. A time where we will be a family. A time where we go on family vacations. A time where I will take our children to the concert. A time when our family will start growing. A time where we will get old and wrinkled and watch our grandchildren chasing eachother.

But...promise me, my love, I will live that life with you next yo me. That's all I need.

I love you so much...

Yours only,

Jeon Jungkook.

A knock on the door brought you back to reality. A single tear rolled on your left cheek.

"You ready y/n?"

You quickly wiped the tear and smiled, " Oh I'm so sorry you waited for so long. I'm more then ready, Taehyung".

To be continued.

[A/N: I'm so sorry to let you all wait for so long. I was going trough a tough time].

Oh my...

I can't stop thinking about food.

How beautiful his voice is, right? It really make my heart calm.