Thoughts and Other Things

the evolution of my emotional state last night

last night I was just idk man I was a wreck and it's in proof

so first we see I am happy because I saw my best friend. then we see me listening to sad music because I don't know why I do it but I do. like said above, my mind is always conflicted.

then here you see me happily and very exitedly rapping Lin's High School Musical parody

then my playlist just decided to be like "HEY LEMME PLAY ITS QUIET UPTOWN SO MADISON CAN CRY YEAH" and I freaked out because that song makes me cry every single time. and you see me demonstrate this by saying I sobbed violently at the first sentence(true story)

and again I use lyrics of the song to express how emotionally unstable I am while also giving you a cheeky lil mcr reference. then I get salty to Alexander because he certainly does not deserve Eliza because YOU WILL NEVER FIND ANYONE AS TRUSTING OR AS KIND

then I just express how overly emotional I get about this song while also saying I love it because I really do. it's just so pretty and nice but so freaking saaaaaaad. and then my playlist was like "no you haven't been sad ENOUGH ALREADY so let me just play The A Team by ed sheeran (: " and I got even more sad. 

now if you still can't tell, I'm terribly emotionally unstable :)) but it's okay because I've still got pretty music so I'm all good. 

that's all I've got for today so until next time, enjoy life my emotionally unstable dudes.

off adventuring,

madison🙃